Always Smile without Hesitating.

2010/06/01

2010-05-31T23:16:00.000-07:00

[I think blog officially dead lor]

Yeah. Blog dead. Damn long never update. But i have enjoyed life many times. Theres ups and downs. Very fun, yet sad. Ahaha. Guess its like roller coasters. But yeah, enjoying life. :)

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Stranger - Secondhand Serenade (Still loyal)

2010/01/19

2010-01-19T00:01:00.000-08:00

[101 ways to play badminton]

Hello! Today's school was damn boring. Nothing intresting, except Azimah keep on complaining stomach ache, and i was being lazy because it was raining and it was cold. Haha. Anyways, today was nothing much, compared to yesterday! XD Ahaha... Those who went yesterday much have really felt the intensity right? :D

So let me tell a little much about yesterday. Anyway, i broke my new record for sleeping at 8.15 ever! Cool~~~~

Yesterday, school, bored! Was eager to go home. Haha. Excited to go badminton, so long didn't play badminton d. So, after school. I went home and waited for Josh. Josh came like after 45minutes which i bath finish, clean my shoes, packed my bag. == He was damn late. But we made it just in time. We ate after he cleaned up and i bit my tounge. Fck. == Damn pain and it was bleeding non-stop. So nevermind, i wash the plates, Josh went and play DOTA and i suck on ice-cube. After my mum came back, we went off and picked Lam up. She was obviously, still slow and blur as ever. But we reach 3K in time! Lucky! We payed and stuff and bought Revive and Rika and the gang came. I can hear Ryan say: Who is that? oh its Iwin. Don't regconise him outside. Bloody hell. Just because i wore Orange and said number 2 on my back. Ahaha. After that, i ran up the flight of stairs with Rika "semangatly" chasing me behind. I thought it was Ryan. @@ So i ran faster. Lol. We went in and play a few games with 3 on 2. Ryan, Lam and Josh vs Me and rika then Rika, Me, Joshy vs Ryan and Lam. But they own us! Later do i know, Ryan took badminton training. Oh-uh.... But we had fun. Ahaha... I lost to Rika on badminton. God knows why! XD Haha. Then Nicole came, and i played with her. And she was a first-timer... Haha. Oh yeah, Sara hurt her leg cause she fall down from stairs so, well, she just sit around. @@ Oh yeah, then we play a game with Josh and Nicole vs Rika, me and Ryan. God! Afterwards the game turn havoc! We play badminton with 101 ways! Rugby style, without racket style (using hands), hockey stlye, baseball style, and many other style! Lols! We didn't try basketball tho. Aiya... But it was fun, i laugh like non-stop. God. Too bad Jan wasn't there. =( She miss all the fun. After we played, my mum came so we went home. We fetch Lam home first. I was damn tired and almost slept. After we went home, we took bath had a long sit and Josh still got energy play DOTA. Aiyo. I was like damn tired. I was struggling till dinner cause i must not miss it. After that, i slept. (Promise to give my sister h/w answers too. But wth. Give answers? Learn lar!) So i sleep. 8.15 man! My best record ever. Wana try 7? XD Haha. But it was a blast! My arms are like damn pain now. So i shall just stop typing.

Iwin Tay
19/01/2010
4.14P.M

-Pretend-

10/01/16

2010-01-16T06:00:00.000-08:00

[A Musician's Life]

Felt like blogging suddenly, not sure why. Felt so bored, and lonely somehow. Not sure what to do. Playing my guitar and thinking of lyrics. Its so hard to find the right word to express yourself. Why is it so hard? Life stinks. But in another way, that's what makes people do stupid thing for the stupid things they want to do.

Feeling down these days. Not sure why. I think this is what you called, getting old and having "moodswing". Not having period for your information. Just feeling down. I went to school, trying to put a smile on my face. Leaving my worries at my doorstep. Going to school, meet my friends, and drew random stuffs. Going back home, doing my same routine everyday. What fun is it anyway? Beats me. That's life. Now, i don't even know what am i craping here! @@

Anyways! Yeah, im playing my guitar and writing lyrics. Inspiration just doesn't come like that. I went out one day, the whole day, taking my lyric book and came home with nothing. Forcing yourself to write songs isn't beautiful, but when you got the inspiration, thats amazing. Something that still kepp me on the right track and giving me those inspiration comes from someone. This girl, you can say, when time is hard, she's the one what make me laugh. I mean really laugh in front of public alone, and people might think im crazy. Haha. Yeah, i still remember those people looks. Thos long faces and blank faces. Haha. But thinking back, and whenever i see that, it makes me smile. And whenever i talk to her, it makes me feel.... Alive? Im not sure thats the right word. Guys find it hard to get the right word. A guy, a guitarist, have the melody, but couldn't get the right words. And that bugs me.

Whenever people sing, people would think of something that makes them happy and sing. People who sing for fame, thats a loser. A sore loser. Singing is about something, someone. Whenever i take my guitar, i go on stage, i close my eyes, look up, and somehow, i think of that girl. That one girl make me sing. I know i sound crazy, but trust me, any other guitarist i talk to, same thing. Haha. When i hang out with guitarist, as some of us strum our guitar in the mamak stall, and i will be drinking Teh Tarik Ais. Haha. We will laugh along and sing and talk about our loves one and life and the world. When we laugh like hell, those people will look as us. And i heard a boy saying, we damn noisy. Lol.... But those was fun times, hearing songs, singing to it, and when you were me, you wish someone to be there. It would be different. A city is to big without someone you love or care for. You would not know where to go. I would not know where to go. Again, i don't know what im crapping. @@ But it felt right to express it.

Now, i miss this girl terribly much.... Gosh. And my friends say im crazy. Haha. Maybe a little. I got knock on my head this morning, by a guitar. == Ever thought of if one day, one day, you just go off like that, without saying goodbyes to those you care. Its scary. I daydream alot. So i do. XD Haha. Word couldn't really describe fully what am i feeling now. Just by songs........

-Iwin Tay-
16/01/10
10.24p.m.

[The Last Song Ever]

Some of my friends would understand this post, i hope this girl would, just remember i care bout you alot....

2009/12/22

2009-12-21T21:37:00.000-08:00

[17th - 21st December - An memory that will last a life time]

Hello guys! Im back from my YDC 18th camp! For those who miss it. You have just miss you fun! :D Those who are there! I miss you guys! Hope i have been good and not nasty at you guys! But we have fun right? :D Yesh! :D Haha.

Let me tell us and you guys what we have done, shall we? :)

[17 of December] (Day Zero)

I arrive at SJBA at 12. I help Jem and others out. I ate lunch alone as the rest when home. Leaving me alone. T___T But nevermind. I ate, and we have meeting after that. Participants started filling in. :) We got busy. Participants register as i usher people in. :) And have some evening puja led by Jamie and shortly after that we left at 8. We arrive at around 12. Everyone was tired. But not me. Haha. Im high and nervous. :) We have supper prepare by Yi Lian. After that we got to sleep at 2.

Wait. Actually quite lazy update le. I will update Day 1 and 2 and 3 and 4 later. xD Bye guys! XD

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2009/10/21 (5.29p.m.)

2009-10-21T02:29:00.000-07:00

[Pictures Of Hong Kong]

Lets just skip to the Disneyland part. I have over 316 pictures to upload. And that is very long. @@

(Disneyland!)

-Welcome to Disneyland- I can't stop smiling after seeing that. :)

-The first thing i saw after going in.-

-Posing? xD-

-See! Who says you can't get on fire when you're hot. xD-

-The magical Castle. :)-

-No one at first-

-Poof! SO many people! See i told you its magical! xD-

-The Small small world Ride!-

-This was my Lunch-

-4D Show!-

-Fantasy Garden-

-They are pretty rich to be able to hire a brass janitor. xD-

-The elephants are damn cute!-

-Hmmm.... Ostrich?-

-I wonder if i can do this in my garden? xD-

-I wonder... If i can ride it? XD-

-The Classic All Time Fav-

-Winner The Pooh Adventure Ride!-

-I did try to ride it.-

-Until one little girl came and said: Uncle, you're too old to sit on elephant... @@-

-Guess which is the real one?-

-This is for jan... :)-

-You don't wana know what they are doing. xD-

-Awesome!-

-I want one for my garden! How much does it cost? 8D-

-Rika loves this. xD-

-Jan's all time fav. Mickey! :D-

-Sara, this castle is for you to sleep kao kao. xD

(At night)

-I love this photo the most. :)-

-This isn't too bad too. :)-

-Don't you find them lovely?-

-This is the duplicant of the 1st rose. Can you spot the different? ;D-

-Halloween Castle!-

-It looks awesome at night-

-Thats because it can change colour! :D-

(The Parade)

-Closer-

-Closerrrrrr-

-Ta-da!-

-The mad scientist-

-Rika loves this! XD-

(The fireworks)

(Outside Disney-Leaving)

-Goodbye Disneyland! T___T-

-Logo!-

-Jack!-

Thats all from Disneyland. Only disneyland have ate 86 pictures. 316 is very very long. @@

P/s: I know you love it jan! Lets go during New Year! Lets go lets go! 8D

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2009/10/21 (5.03p.m.)

2009-10-21T02:03:00.000-07:00

[I have return home]

This is my journal throughout the days i spend in Hong Kong. :D I will upload pictures in a different page. I wasted 3 hours uploading pictures and cleaning up the mess. I found a better idea now. == wtf.

15/10
:1.10p/m

-I came home, bath, and ate. My chicken rice was “basi” and my kitchen was down. @@ So my mum ta pau another chicken rice for me. :D After that, we head off to the airport around 2. We waited for 1 hour for the plane to get ready. We walked around and eat. After that we got on board at 5.30p.m. The airplane is so cool! Cathay Pacific. Better than MAS I think. Yeah. We lifted off and I read my book. But I couldn’t concentrate. I keep on looking out to the sky. The ride was quite bumpy as we hit the clouds and the air pressure was low. The sky was very very blue on top. Such a nice scenery. Actually, I kept on smiling. xD I have no idea why. I just love the sky. I watch tv and ate Chicken Rice, again. @@ I watch Ice Age 3 and laugh while eating. WTF. Am I crazy or what? xD

After I watch finish, I read my book. We landed at night around 8. And it was a cool scenery at night. The lights in Hong Kong was cool. Unlike Malaysia, dull and sad. We check into the hotel, which I found out was a 5-star hotel after that. @@ Omg. Its cost 500++ ringgit per night. @@ Omg. I got a second room. I bath and eat and watch tv. After that, I sleept at 1a.m. Pretty early huh? xD

Btw, did I mention that the shower was screeching when I bath and I was alone. Pretty scary. @@ But anyhow, the bed was very very soft. And I slept, not long after that.

-History of Hong Kong-
: Hong Kong actually means “Fragrance Habour”. History had it says that Hong Kong use to have many fragrance wood, usually used to burn it for nice aroma. When merchant came to Hong Kong. The said: “Oh, what a delightful smell”. And so they name it “The Fragrance Habour” where today we called it Hong Kong.

16/10
-In the morning. We did visit the “Huang Tai Si” temple. Which is very highly respected in Hk. Many people goes there and make a wish. It’s a very big temple.

7.00a.m.
-I woke up with an alarm and morning call. Neck cramp is all I got. We had our breakfast at some dim sum shop. Its very nice. Afer that we headed to the “Element Shopping Centre”. It have all the branded goods. From Gucci, to Prada to H&M. You name it. Nothing much to buy actually. A jeans I saw costs 2000$HK! Which is 1000Ringgit Malaysia! Holy moly. Anyway, we bought many many foods.

-Kowloon History-
:Kow means 9 in Cantonese and Loon is dragon in Cantonese. History says that long time ago, the emperor ask his advisor, “What name is this place called?” The advisor said, “Why… It is called KowLoon, your highness. It is name after the mountains that contain the dragon protecting the city.” So the emperor started counting. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8. “But there’s only 8 mountain. Where is the last one?” The advisor said, “Hoho, you are the ninth, your majesty.” As so we know, the emperors are all related to the dragon protecting his country as a emperor and a dragon.

3.55p.m
-The wind is strong as we are at the Hk Island right now. The Golden Bauhinia Square, where stood the big golden platted flower. Its is said to be given by China handover Hk at 1997, July 1st.

:4.30p.m

-Now, we are stuck in traffic. How nice. (sarcasm) We are heading to Victoria’s Peak. The highest mountain in Hong Kong. Now we are heading up, it’s just like Cameron highland except higher. xD We are visiting the Wax Museum. That was! Not really the awesome. Just wax dolls lar. I took pictures of Astro Boy! And Elvis! :D My very very fav people. :D And then we were rushing to get my Giordano cloths which is very cheap than Malaysia. I bought 6 which equals to 2 Malaysia price. Wtf right? =.= and Now we are heading for Dinner. :D

-Jokes?-
Our tour guide was telling us jokes as we are stuck in the traffic jam.
Why man must close the door when using toilet?
The father told his son: “So the the bird won’t fly away lor”
Why woman must close door when using toilet?
The mum told her daughter: “So the bird won’t fly in lor” Wtf right?! Damn corrupted tour guide. And it’s a lady! OMG! XD

6.00p.m
-We are still stuck in the jam heading for dinner. Really traffic because there is a show today called, “The Symphony of Lights”. We are going to watch that later. :D

6.50p.m
-Just arrive at a Hakka Restaurant. Things are getting “Unpleasent”. Well, we just odered nasi goreng hakka style. Nothing much to eat actually. I want to go for the lights, fast!

7.50p.m. The Symphony of Lights!
- We just arrive at “Avenue of Stars” at Tsim Sha Tsui. They are starting the show now. Getting ready for it. And its awesome. A star shines brightly in the sky. And there are coppers too. Upon the silent night, the lights have begun! Lasers and lights are shooting from building’s opposite of me. Its very cool. This is in the book of records. The biggest outdoor laser show.

8.15p.m
-The show have ended with an applause. Its only 20 minute or so. But it lasted a memory which I won’t forget.

9.14p.m
-Now, I just bathed finish and heading to some street to buy shoes. Nike!

10.30p.m
-I bought my Nike Air shoes! Which cost 700$HK. Which is 300++ at Malaysia. And it’s the latest shoe that Malaysia doesn’t even had it yet. COOL! :D We are at “Bo hai Kai” Which meant “Sport’s Shoes Street”. Wtf? The streets are full with Shoes Stores. But Nike has the most. Damn cool. :D I do notice this. People in HK are really kind and friendly. Unlike Malaysia, they bring ego and pride around with them. I love Hk much more. Or I wonder its because we are the same “Kind”. xD (inside joke) But people are really kind there.

11.27p.m
- We are now at “Shi Liu San” which is a dessert shop. Its very nice and crowded. That’s because the shops in HK is small. The land is limited not like Malaysia. We have a big land but Hk have small land but much more advanced than us. We should catch up don’t you think? Even Hk’s airport is top5 in the world. We are top 8. =.= We had curry fishball and waffle when we are walking at “Fa Yuen Street”. We came across, smelly tau fu. Damn fcking smelly. =.= Its like passing a rubbish shop. But the tong sui at the Shi Liu San shop is very nice! :D

17/10
:7.45a.m
-I woke up at 7.30a.m. I don’t have enough sleep. I slept at 2.30a.m. last night. UGH! After I return home. I want to sleep sleep sleep! Now I think we are heading to “Ocean Park” if im not mistaken. But first, we can’t miss breakfast eh?

8.50a.m.
-We just finished breakfast. I had instant noodle. Its very nice. The kopitiam is like our typical kopitiam lar. Not much. But its very nice and fast and more advance. People like Louis (a new friend I met in HK) went Hk from Malaysia for 1 year and doesn’t want to go home. Hk is very advance. 70% of them are using branded goods and using iPhones! WTF! I go there like OMG. Damn loser. xD They like fashion. That’s very important to them.

9.30a.m
-Upon now, we reach “Ocean Park”. Awesome place! Its very big! Now we are waiting in queue for the aprk to open.

10.10a.m
-We just went into the “Ocean Park”. After taking the train up to the mountain. Damn ncie train. Got like virtual sight seeing. There is also a tower which goes up and see all the sight in “Ocean Park”. Its like our Menara Taming Sari in Malacca.

10.50a.m.
-We arrive at the “Ocean Park Theater” where they show the water performance and tricks perform by dolphin and seals.

11.20a.m
-The crowd starts to fill up the empty places. And there’s a Latin Band playing some songs. Very classic band. Very nice.

11.31a.m
-The animals are now performing. Dolphin’s are so cool and cute. The Seals are awesome as well. I think they are very smart animals. Dolphin can sing and summersault too! Its very nice! The show ends with applause. The best show I won’t forget.

11.50a.m
-We head off to the “Ocean Park Aquarium” where they have more than 2000 species of fishes. Its very crowded in there. I can hardly snap any photos. But I managed to somehow. Inside is very very cold. Outside is just dying hot!

1.10p.m
-Now we are taking the train express again.

1.20p.m.
-The pandas are what we are seeing now. So cute! But they are hiding. Sadly can’t see them. They are sleeping and hiding. Some are shy, but not the red panda. That is the only panda that is mixed of raccoon and panda. They are panda but looks like raccoon, its red in colour and it has a tail! :D

2.00p.m
-Now we are in the bus. So hot outside. I sweat a lot. Aircond I what I need. Now we are heading to the shopping centre.

2.44p.m
-We reach the shopping centre called “Lang Hang Centre”. It has 8 floors of shopping centre. That’s a lot. 2 hours of shopping is not enough. We ate Hk’s all so famour Char Siew Fan.

5.45p.m
-I just finish bathing and now eating strawberries. So tired after all the walking. Leg’s paining. Ugh. Returning to hotel is much more better. I just want a good night sleep but sadly we are going out again.

7.20p.m.
-We walked through the “Sai Yuen Street” in search of my Giordano shop. But we couldn’t locate it sadly. We walk and walk and walked and walked and walk and walk, well, you get my point of walking. xD We stop for dinner at “Cheong Kee”. Now waiting for my food. The famous Char Siew Rice, again? @__@

8.25p.m.
-Just returned to hotel. Mum is upset. Not sure why also. Going to sleep later. Heading to Macau tomorrow.

18/10
-The 4th day at Hong Kong. I woke up at 7.00a.m. Just finish bathing and its now 7.30a.m. I slept at 11.30 last night. Staying awake to watch Predator. Glad it ended. I wanted to sleep. Anyway, we are heading to Macau now. The city of Dreams and Gambling. But sorry, I don’t gamble. Haha.

9.36a.m.
-We just had our dinner and now queuing to get into the ferry. We have to pass the immigration place. The ferry is very very cool. Its called “Cotai Jet”. Which traveled very fast like a jet.

10.05a.m.
-We are now on board on the ship. Heading to Macau. The journey takes at least 1hour? And the ride is very cool. The sight of the ocean is nice annoying the bumpy ride. xD The ocean is like so endless. Mountains are everywhere. The ocean is like green in colour. But that’s the wonder of nature I suppose. There are fogs too. Its very very thick. Its just like as if the fogs wanted to hide something from us. Or… Its just trying to hide stones, so we can bang into it. xD (inside joke) xD

10.59a.m.
-Now we reached Macau. And from the far distance, the sight is beautiful.

11.50a.m
-We reach “Ventilion Hotel” where the biggest casino is. I talked to Louis and he is very well educated and gave me much advice. I learn a lot from him.

1.10p.m
-I just bought some Giordano cloths and pants. Really nice. Much more worth it and later fashion than Malaysia. :D

1.49p.m.
-We are off to get some “Pork Chop Bun”. Famous in Macau. The tour guide called Catherina is very friendly. Half Spanish, half portugese. Louis gambled too. Damn cool guy. In less than 5 minute. He earn 1k plus. OMG?

2.49p.m.
-I ate “Pork Chop Bun” and visited “the Sea-Fairy Temple”. It’s a nice temple and Macau is named after her. Her name is godness Amacau. So you see, the portugese ask the fisherman what the place is. They mistaken the language and thought he was asking of the godness name and said Amacau. So the portugese named it Macau. WTF right? LOL. I took the “Guan yin, the Godness of Mercy” picture that towered of Macau facing the city and protecting its devotees.

2.55p.m.
-Now, we are at the Wind Hotel where the is biggest golden platted zodiac craving is. And there’s the “Tree of Prosperity and Dragon Of Fortune” show.

3.15p.m.
-The show have ended. It was very cool. Now, we are watching the “Fountain Of Music” Show which is very cool too.

3.30p.m.
-There was another show called the “Tree of Prosperity”. Its very awesome. People tossed coin for good luck. So-called lar. But anyhow, its cool.

3.52p.m.
-We reached at St.Paul. The “Mater Dei” church is held. Build by the Romans when they conquered Macau. Mater Dei means “Mother Of God”. The top part is the Holy Spirit. The 2nd part is Jesus with a cross. The 3rd part is the Lady of Assumption. The 4th is the 4 saints.

4.15p.m.
-I sat at McDonald’s. Leg damn freaking pain. Saint Paul’s Square is very crowded and famous for their Almond Cookie. But I don’t fancy it much. Louis bought it for his Dad. Good boy. :D

Btw, Louis is 23 years old! OMG!

5.25p.m.
-We are at the bus now. So cold at McDonald’s. 40 minutes sitting at Mc playing PSP. Now heading for dinenr! :D

6.49p.m.
-I finish taking the Amusement Park and the “Tang’s Dynasty’s Castle” picture. So cool.

10.00p.m.
-Just reached hotel. We had dinner at Portugese restaurant. Nice and filling. Then we head off to the habour. The view at night was great. After we reached, Louis went home. He gotta work tomorrow which is a Monday. Poor Louis. Im getting ready to sleep.

12.14p.m.
-Sleeping time good night everyone.

19/10
:8.44p.m.

-5th day at Hong Kong. Now going for breakfast, Then my all time fav! DISNEYLAND! Omg. Im like a oversize grown kid there. @@

10.30a.m.
-We just finish our breakfast. Was nice. Now we are on our way to Disneyland! Woo!

10.50a.m.
-We arrive at Disneyland! Omg. Im crazy! XD

11.49a.m.
-The rides are so cool there! But some are just disappointing. Haih. But anyhow, Space Mountain rocks! :D

11.56a.m.
-Now, we are watching High School Musical live. But I hate it. But my parents insist on watching. Sorry for all HSM fan out there. But I think HSM is pretty insulting to all Basketballers and guitarists. I sat at a nearby bench and relax.

1.43p.m.
-We are now at “The Golden Mickey”. Performance of Disney characters. I had burger just now and later going for “Space Mountain” again. xD

2.15p.m.
-The performance at “The Golden Mickey” was nice. Its kids performance lar. But nice.

3.00p.m.
-Now, we are going for “The Winnie The Pooh Adventure Ride”, we went on the “Small Small World Ride” too. So so cute! :D

3.28p.m.
-We just had the Pooh Bear ride. So damn cute! Now we are waiting for another 4D show. :D

3.45p.m.
-The 4D show was awesome! WOO! Really like 4D! :D Anyways, I just sat at the “River Cruise” where you may get wet. =.= And yes. I did get pretty soaked. Luckily I didn’t take my camera out. Now we are booking restaurant and I took many many pictures.

5.14p.m.
-Im eating at “Main Street Corner Café”. I think its quite nice bah. My parents followed my sis to play and I followed Uncle.Wong to eat. Later got parade! WOO!

5.20p.m.
-We changed place of eating to “Maxim’s” which is a Chinese dished restaurant. Which wasn’t that nice at all.

6.25p.m.
-We gather near a parade. Uncle.Wong said it was a nice spot. But my camera not good at all. I wish I had the big black canon camera. T.T Anyway, Im thrill for the parade! Very very excited!

7.25p.m.
-The parade starts at 7. It lasted for 20 minute. So cool! Now we are waiting for the fireworks.

8.37p.m.
-Fireworks! Are so so cool! Its goes boom boom BOOM! xD Now we are going back to hotel. Tomorrow going back home le.

10.11p.m.
-We are not at a Thai Restaurant now for supper. Super hungry. Today is an exciting day! Yes it is!

12.05a.m.
-I just bathed finish. Now going to sleep. Wait, still watching Pan’s Labyrinth. Super cool movie! Tomorrow going back to Malaysia. I hope I can return as soon as possible. Good night.

20/10
:8.43a.m.
-Last day in Hong Kong. Slept at 2 last night. Was up at 8.30a.m. 13 minutes bath. Now going for breakfast.

12.35p.m.
-Heading to airport now.

1.21p.m.
-The airport is very very windy. Now we are checking in.

3.30p.m.
-We are in the sky now. The clouds are nice and white. As if like cotton candies. Going to take a nap. But staying up to watch Transformer 2.

21/10
:9.20a.m.
-I woke up at 9. Last night I vomited and was very very tired. I felt better today. I chated with Jan. Miss her damn much. T.T miss my friends as well. But anyhow, I got to walked on with life. Playtime’s over and now the real business beguns. Oh well, still can play perhaps. xD

So that is it. Pictures later. :)

P/s: I miss you Jan throughout the days. :) And your messages keeps on coming non-stop. xD But anyways, yeah. I miss you. :) Lets go Hong Kong during New year. :D

2009/10/14

2009-10-13T23:47:00.000-07:00

[Tomorrow is the day]

Hello! I just found an awesome free time to blog! xD Wah. Damn long didn't blog already. Well anyways, today school, guess how many people came? 4! 4 freaking people came and im one of them. So so fun! xD We actually have fun with 4 people. xD We crap alot actually. Haha. En.Sharil lectured us about our exam and gave me a great idea to study Moral. :D Haha. But overrall, i think its a particular simple fun day. :)

Another thing i wana say is.... Im going outstation tomorrow! :D Weeee! Wait for my doll Jan! Haha. :D For those of you who knows where i am going, please don't tell the others, as i wana keep it as low profile as possible. Rika, if you read this, please tell Sara and Joshua and Lam too. Thanks. :) Wait for my souveniers guys! :D

Till here lar. Waiting to go tuition. :)

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The Wonders Of You - Elvis Presley
Awake - Secondhand Serenade
Half Alive - Secondhand Serenade

P/s: Jan! I always do miss you! Wait for my doll! :D

2009/10/04

2009-10-04T05:59:00.000-07:00

[Dear all....]

Hello guys. Good news and bad news. Bad news is that im off the computer for 1 month. And the good news is! Last night performance was great! I hope theres the pictures. Really cool last night. But those i expected to show up didn't. =/ Well, im quite sad actually. Jan didn't make it. And so did Rika..... And Sara... I don't blame them lar. But... yeah. Im quite disappointed actually. Shaun was great last night. So did karu. At least he was happy in the end when i told him "Lets do this again sometime" And he smiled and said bye bye. Shaun. Well, i believe him in leading us. Was having pressure before performing. But after that, OMG! My leg was like shaking. xD Haha. Yee leong is like, @@. xD Haha. :) But im just happy you guys are supporting me lar. Thanks. :)

See you guys on November! xD

On List:// Goodbye - Secondhand Serenade

P/s: Im sorry YDC agents for not doing a great job last night. I suppose i took too much commitment and couldn't cope up with it. But you must understand. I strive for this performance before i joined YDC. I didn't know i could join YDC team. Im sorry. I will learn to say NO in the future and will do my best. "I'll be back" Quote by Terminator. :)

P/s: Its okay Jan, Rika, Sara and Cay Yeng. :)

2009/10/02

2009-10-01T20:39:00.000-07:00

[Tomorrow's the day]

Hello! Never go school again. Am still sick. Not that bad d. I got my voice back. I can sing d. At last. Not tune deaf anymore. I can't stand not singing. xD Anyway, tomorrow's the day. Yeah. Performance day and also promoting YDC! :D Its going to be a big big event. Can't wait for it. Going to get new stuff for my guitar tomorrow. Thanks Clem~~ :) Going to see Jan tomorrow too. :D Wee! I can't wait! 8D Haha. Going to see you my girl! XD

Tonight going out with Shaun for rehearsal. :) Can't wait too. Later got tuition. Can't wait also. I love maths and Science. xD Haha. Its like im the smartest in the class. @@ Wait no! Samirah beat me! :D Haha. Well, i hope tomorrow will be a good day. And i hope i don't wake up on the wrong side. May Buddha bless me to be heatlhy faster. :) Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu.

Till here lar.

On List:// Awake - Secondhand Serenade

P/s: OH! Sorry Rika and Sara for not going to school. :(

2009/10/01

2009-09-30T21:49:00.000-07:00

[Starting to like Janessa very much. :)]

Hello! This is going to be a very short post. Because im sick. And why i post when im still sick. Because i feel like i need to, and my blog have been dead for a few days? My last post was on Sept 23rd. @@

Anyways! My mum bake a cake for me yesterday. Haha. Chocolate cheese cake. But i was sick, and i did something very nasty to my mum last night. Sorry mummy, i was very sick and down. :( But jan did something wonderful for me yesterday! :D Eventho its not much, but still, thanks jan. :) And thank you for those who wished me yesterday. :)

Going to rest now, i need much rest. Later going to settle things too. Bye bye guys. :)

On List:// Goodbye - Secondhand Serenade

P/s: Thank you Jan! :D

2009/09/24

2009-09-23T23:36:00.000-07:00

[Jamming with Elvis]

Hello! Just chatting with Jan right now, and still is. xD After so long enver chat with her online le. Haha. Yesterday night, came home at 11. Went out with Shaun. Damn fun. We played Elvis songs. And he sang like Elvis. Its like jamming with Elvis himself! :D And im playing base. After so long, im playing back. Haha. Damn fun lar as base. But tired also. Keeping your fingers in the same position. But fun! :D But, i think im going fat. Fatty fatty boom boom, once run then pong piang. xD I ate 2 mcburgers and came home eating big bowl of mee. My god. I lose 6 abs d. T___T Now got 4! Aiya... T___T So hard only can get 6. But lose it. I told you its hard to maintain. T___T

Anyways, later got tuition lagi. Haih. Sien lor. >< But still have to go lar. Haih haih. Nevermind lar, one way to kill time and use time beneficially.

Till her lar. Bye bye...

On List:// The Wonder of You - Elvis Presley

2009/09/23 [1.07p.m]

2009-09-22T22:07:00.000-07:00

[Randomness]

I drew this on the fornight. And i decided to post it up. xD Was suppose to be on our poster. As a mascot. Actually. xD Haha. But we have another better idea. *Evil Grins* Watch out for YDC flyers and posters! :D

Terms & Condition applied. xD

On List:// The Last Song Ever - Secondhand Serenade

2009/09/23

2009-09-22T20:20:00.000-07:00

[Birthday boy. Ops. I mean man. d:]

Today is my daddy's birthday! WOOO! Turning 53 today! :D And we are celebrating with him till the max! :D Haha. Suprise to give him. Hope he loves it. :)

Anyway, been lazy to blog this days. Im not sure why. Facebook lar. Killing me now. xD But anyways, going to be busy now. YDC, and TQG, and exam. But nevermind, i can work like a zombie. Haha. Inviting people to join YDC too. I bet Rika won't join, because she wanted to go to CF. And thats the main reason she's going to smack me on my face and *decorate* red leaves all over me. @@ Haih. Bless me god. Bless me... d:

3rd of October is coming. And its Mooncake festival at SJBA! :D :D :D Please do come! If any info, please do contact me! :D Jan is coming as well! WEE! XD Really looking forward to it. Never seen Jan for a long long time now. Since standard 5. Well, you do the counting. xD She even ask Rika and Sara to go. So guys, please go! 8D Haha. Jan's going to take care of my sis for me while she's there. xD Haha. Thank you Jan! :D But for some reason, she's suddenly sad last night. =( I hope there's something i could do to cheer her up. :( I felt useless, just like the time when Rika cries. There's nothing i could do. I felt helpless. I wish im more useful to others and not just dragging them behind.

Yz is going to Taiwan today, and probably on Plane already. She's leaving at 10. And msg me at 6. >< I should have woken up. Haih. Hope she have fun. Eventho im worried, i don't know why. But i just am. :( Take care Yz!

Today is just an odinary day for me. People are studying, im on vacation, people still working. Yeah. Just an odinary day. I hope something intresting will happen once in awhile. Or... It did, but i just didn't notice? Hmm.... Oh well, i still have to go on with life right? Haha.

Well, im typing till here lar. Nothing to report anyway. xD Unless, there's something intresting that happens. xD

P/s: Take care!
P/p/s: Cheer up Jan... :(

On List:// The Last Song Ever - Secondhand Serenade

2009/09/21

2009-09-21T02:28:00.000-07:00

[Home sweet Home!]

At last! Im home! But going for another trip later. The best trip ever! Woo! 10 Mitsubishi sports cars trip! 8D Much to update aterwards! Trip to penang and eat, eat, EAT! XD Anyway, im just back from Malaca. Malaca have no Wi-fi de. So sien. But the food damn freaking nice! :D I eat and eat and eat. I so fat d. So lazy type now. xD I just type because my blog is dead for few days now. xD Later going out to eat. Maybe gua. Till here lar. Chau! XD

On List:// Can't Help Falling In Love With You - Elvis Presley

2009/09/16

2009-09-15T23:25:00.000-07:00

[An upside down turn world]

Hello! Just chatting with Adeline and she say will pick me up and go D'Lot for singing tonight! And mum agree! :D Yay! Can't wait! :D Haha.

Anyways, today is a upside down day. I learn magic. And i did something really heart breaking too. =/ Yeah. I made "you" cry. Really sorry k? I didn't mean too. Seeing you cry is the least thing i want. Really break my heart. :( Don't cry k? Im really sorry. Tried everyway i can comfort you. Sorry if i don't help. Please don't cry. I don't wana see you cry again.

School, real bored today. Friends is something really good. I have a pretty good laugh at school today. I played with magic, and make them did quiz, which Rika figured it out. :) And me and Josh came out with a new quiz. :D I bet you guys don't know! XD But overall is cool. I learn new stuff, and i laugh till my stomach hurts. d:

Jan just talked to me. If she just know how much i miss her right now. So so much to tell her. Wish i can see her on my performance. Really wana see you girl. When can i see you again? :(

Later got tuition. Lazy type anymore, waiting for tonight. Bye bye~~~

On List:// Broken - Secondhand Serenade

2009/09/15

2009-09-14T22:44:00.000-07:00

[Magic]

Hello all! Im proud to say that my blog is dead for a long long days. xD Blame Facebook for making me so addicted to it. Haha. xD And blame those who keep on replying my walls. xD Haha. Kidding ah... Don't angry. d:

Anyway, been very busy last few days. With meeting and stuffs. And planning. xD Hmm... So much to do. YDC meeting to promote also. TQG. Hmm. Mooncake festival. Haha. SO much things to do. And i like it. The first time in my life im commited to so much things. Haha. I feel like my past time is like... Nothing. Haha. I love this life, this time now. I get to meet new friends, new exprience. To be for mature and... Well, better i guess. And happy. :]

On Sunday, many friends can't make it. And i understand why. Exams. Haha. Yeah. Thats the major things that are stressing them right now. Finals. Haha. Im having them in 3 weeks time. No stress i guess. I am cofidence i can do it. Never felt like this before. But oh well, this life rules! :D Haha.

To people out there. Exams are pratically to prepare you for major ones. Its a training, a revision. To prepare you. No stress actually. Don't think of a problem as a problem. I admit i have problems. But every single problem have solutions. I don't know how, it just do. Haha. But, i hope some parents would understand this. They want the best out of their child. A A A A A A A A A all the wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.... But whats the point? You have A and you're a spoiled brat equals nothing also. At least you know you don't your best. I have B and my parents will nagg, last time. But now, i tell them, "Look, i did my best and i will improve myself. I don't know how, but i will. So please stop asking me for A like i can draw it out on a piece of papers." And its true. They just want the best of me. I the eldest and the hopes and dreams. But yes, i am trying my very best. And i will improve. Improving knows no limit. :]

Thats what i think at least. To all those who succeed well, keep it up and a good work. Those who is trying and struggling, don't struggle alone, friends are around you. Make a friend thats is good, and start learning something new. Like Joshua. He's not exactly the bright one. But i do learn stuff from him. He have a very good IQ. He teach me. I teach him. Fair and square. A guy like him, i bet he will be successful in the future. So go on Josh. And good luck. Haha. (I bet he's not reading this.)

To those who are not trying, but you do have a dream deep in your heart, chase your dream. Don't let chances let lose. Once go, never will come back. Rarely i guess. Like Rika, Haha. I bet you like O.O now. xD Go major on your arts. I bet you can be a great artist one day. Haha. And i will be your poor assistant. xD And Sara Chuah! I have no idea whats your ambition, but go for it. xD Haha.

And as for me, well, haha. I have to road to choose. And i am on the fork way now. I am making a decision that i will never regret. May The Buddha bless all in life, and may all be well and happy always.

Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu. (excellent excellent excellent)

With Metta;
-Iwin-

On List:// Brhama Of My Heart - ???
Cradle On Buddha's Arm - ??? (I.Gemz tho)

2009/09/09

2009-09-09T06:24:00.000-07:00

[Hyperness in the air?]

Hello! Blog have been dead for few days now. Blame Facebook! Eating my time now. xD Haha. Facebook have been really entertaining this days don't you think so? Haha. Anyway, yeah, blog been dead this few days. And after all those running on Sunday, i became darker and suffering from body aches. But it does pay off. I lose 3kg and gain 6 abs! Now i find it hard to maintain that 6 abs. 4 abs is easier, but 6. Harder. @@

Ahem*. Today at school, been very very hyper. I can't sit still, i ever wonder if i have the hyper something sickness. Haha. You may never know. I just can't sit still. xD Im singing all the way, and poking people, and making funny noises. Haha. Hyperness is me afterall. I bet Jan will agree with this. :] xD or maybe not. Because she's more hyper than me. xD Haha. Yeah, been hyper today. And lazy. i never do anything at school today. Just sit around, talk, and talk and laugh, and laugh, and bully rika. :p And! She drew my hands today. Lucky my mum tak nampak, or she kill me man. >< Haha.

Promise to give Rika try my cake today, but sadly forgot. @@ Sorry! And im sorry i can't go CF with you Rika. Sorry i can't snap more pictures of you. T__T Sorry! Hope you forgive me. ><

Went for tuition, met up with Pauline, never saw her damn damn long d. And she's hungry for my hugs. xD Haha. Not hugs hugs, its a chocolate. xD Haha. She say she damn happy, every wed can eat. Haha. Yeah, you happy girl! Cause you eating my stuff! XDXDXD jkjk. xD

Well, im still here suffering from stomach ache, not sure why, but after i cough very cham then i gt stomach ache le. @@ Till here lar, chau.

On List:// Broken - Secondhand Serenade

2009/09/07

2009-09-07T01:09:00.000-07:00

[Stranger]

Turn Around
Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection
I can't speak
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

I'm confident
But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you
I knew you could see right through me
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And I knew just what we'd turn into
I was hopeing that you could see
Take a look at me so you can see

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are
[x4]

Your beauty seems so far away
I'd have to write a thousand songs to make you comprehend how beautiful you are

I know that I can't make you stay
But I would give my final breathe to make you understand how beautiful you are
Understand how beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
You call me a stranger

2009/09/06 (9.00p.m)

2009-09-06T05:59:00.000-07:00

[Inter-Buddhist Game]

Hello! Just back from SJBA. Fuh... A very very tiring day. But im still awake here to blog. d:

Today, woke up at 6a.m. Struggling to get up. But still i did. I took shower. And get ready to take off. I took a peice of bread and milo. After that, off we go to temple. Meet up with few people at first. *Can't quite remember who.* @@ But i talk and talk and laugh. And i meet some new people. But we didn't say Hi. >< So takpa. A simple nod is enough. After everyone was gather, off we go to Catholic High School! *Who's school isit?* xD

We reach there, and we have some registration. And some brief opening ceremony. After all is done, the first game was basketball and captain ball. Though game for everyone. We lost in Basketball, but we got 3rd in captain ball. Oh oh! And our cheer is, "Ys! Hunga! Ys! Hunga! Ys! Hunga, hunga, hunga!" xD Haha.

After that was, erm, lunch, i think. @@ I didn't ate anything. Just a few piece of meat. I scare i vomit. Then after lunch, tug of war begins. >;) Hehe. We beat them like so god-damned easy. d: We got a pretty good anchor. Hehe. We got first easily. Haha. xD Then it's the 100m male and female race. Sha sha made it through easily, but 2nd for the next match. Oscar got 3rd in the begining cause he slip. Then 2nd in the next round. Then goes the 4x400m. Holy man. We got to round 2 big rounds! And i was damn nervous. But we gave support to each other. Jason ran first, then wei qi, then me. I have sprint all the way for 400m. The 2nd round, pancit le. >< Geez. I feel damn guilty and disappointed with myself. But Oscar say he's going to train me. :D We got 4th placing, thanks for Oscar. :]

Volleyball was up next. We made it through till 3rd placing. :D And overrall we got 3rd place! There 8 dhamma section, and we got 3rd! XD Damn proud with my team. Weee! Then we head home to temple, and my parents came and fetch me. Some went home, some went for dinner. So, im here now blogging, and soon going to sleep.

Will blog more detail tomorrow. xD

Bye bye!

P/s: What a fun-derful day. xD

On List:// Stranger - Secondhand Serenade

2009/09/05

2009-09-05T02:28:00.000-07:00

[I wake up in the morning]

Hello hello! Very happy today! I woke up on the wrong side of bed, but i still smile all the way through. Except... The time... I came home... Sleepy... So i went... Very... very... moody... Cause my sis keep kacau me sleep! >:(

Anyway! Today morning, woke up at 8. Was getting ready to go meeting. The 1st YDC MEETING! WOOOO! Was damn fun. I ingat it was damn damn serious. But i was loose over there. I gave my opinion. And voice out things. Things. It was a blast! And and, we we! O.O

Wait a minute! Why am i saying this? To find out more about what we have plan. You have to find out out on your own. ;) Have many assignments to do, and homework by YDC. But i finished that just now. Have to continue on Monday. Fuhh fuhh fuhh....

Anyway, went art class just now. Was damn tired. But i still manage to easel drawing. And i was standing up! Well, half way i propose. xD But somehow, my drawing sucks! My girl looks like a tomboy. @@ OMFGWTFROLFLMAOZOMG! xD Haha. My sis did some chibi drawing. Was damn cute, ignoring some few un-straight lines. ><

Damn tired now. I think im going to get a nap. And eat, and sleep early today.

My Competition is tomorrow! WOOOO! The day have come at last. :D Wish me luck and good luck team! :D

Bye bye!

On List:// Stranger - Secondhand Serenade
End - Secondhand Serenade
Half Alive - Secondhand Serenade

2009/09/04

2009-09-04T05:24:00.000-07:00

Hello, my name is Iwin Tay. Nice to meet you. Im a boy of 16, and i have a dream to be a rockstar or a art's person one day. Im a guy who never fail to smile in any desperate times. But today, that thought have strike my mind.

[My name is Iwin and i will live up to my name]

Hi. Im... Sad at a moment today. I have gone through something that make me think twice bout many many things. I don't know im suppose to blog about this. But i think i should, its my blog and my diary. Where i share my experience with beings.

I never went to school today. Was planning a happy day for me and Josh. Since we were been busy with assignments and sort. Well, i am actually. I lost my thumbdrive but now i found it back. But 3 of my projects are lost. Now im rushing it and i trying to keep up with my timetable. So, today, never go school. Josh came my house and we went to basketball. I was trying to kick all my stress away with some outdoor atmosphere. Was happy till i came home. Was watching some things with Josh, and im finishing my assignments with Josh. Planning stuff, tyring to keep up with everything,

Suddenly, i have call from Jes. Asking me if im free and so on. I ask why. And she ask me to post something up. And i know its should be done. But before that. I thought my teammates have post it up already. Since i am not in the group. But suddenly, she say haven't. And i just saw the mail from Oi Lum urging use to do it. Alright, so i was like, "Okay, i will do it." So Josh rest awhile, and watch me do my posting. After posting, was suppose to report it. So yeah, i report it. So i did it. And i told Oi Lum i was sorry for not posting up.

She said: no comment.
"TQG also can't handle le. Somemore so long committee le. And now want to be YDC?

When i saw that, i was supressing all my feeling. I smile at Josh, when he told me something and laugh too. But i was sad actually. When Josh went home. I was sitting on my bed thinking.

"Have i did the wrong thing?"

I think twice bout everything. I know Oi Lum is worry bout us. And i understand that. Choon Onn told me to look in positive ways. And i know, a happy-go-lucky boy like me can do that. But no luck was siding me this time. Everytime i think postively, all sort of negative thoughts flow into my head. And i was saying no no.

I find it hard to turn to someone when i need it. I can comfort friends. But i find it hard to comfort myself. Ask my friends. How many times have you seen me emo in school. Once or twice yes. I can't denied that. But mostly, even my friends say, why you so happy everyday? I am a boy who keep a smiling face despite im sad. People call me Retarded at school. Cause i always laugh at school. And being very lame to cheer people up. But for now, i can't keep the smiling face on despite my very best.

"Have i did a wrong choice?"

And i know my teammates are on my side, but sadly, i doubt that. Some yes, but not many. I put my effort into my work till, sometimes, my parents nagg at me for not being sharp in my life. What can i say? I have many things to live up too. Im a 16 year old holding many post in life. Many would disagree with this post. But this blog, is my blog, i do what i like with my blog, "shu shu shu", if you don't like it.

So, what now? Im still keeping a pace in my life. But im not going to let anything bring me down. Im a boy who live it up to my life. My name was originated from my dad saying Iwin = happy life. And i will live it up to my name. I hope whatever im doing now doesn't bring a wrong day to me.

I pray for a happy day tomorrow.

A blink of my eyes, i took a deep breath and took a step forward.

On List:// Stranger - Secondhand Serenade
End - Secondhand Serenade

P/s: I hope my post doesn't offend others. Sorry if i did. I feel lot better now.

And thanks Debbie for posting up messages for me when im busy. :]

2009-09-02T06:32:00.000-07:00

[Half Alive~~]

It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume
Don't get up, I'll get through on my own
I don't know if I'm home
Or if I lost the way into your room
I'm spiraling into my doom
I'm feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free,

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay
At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard.
We'll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

And you touch my hand ever so slightly
(Girl we're not ready for this yet)
And the deadly look she cast upon me
I won't regret, I won't regret
I won't regret. I won't regret...

And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now,
You brought me down to size now.

I'm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me.
It's okay that we're dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
Tonight...

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.
I need to survive tonight, tonight.

This is to Jan. Currently her fav song. Will play this song to you one day. :D

2009/09/02

2009-09-02T06:08:00.000-07:00

[Playing for a change]

Hello! Just downloaded TONS of Secondhand Serenade song. I think im changing from a metal boy to a sentimental boy. xD Haha. I just love their song. Damn happy, touching, sad and well, nice. Just the kind of song i like. :D Been finding the song like this for years. Then i come across them. So i start listening to their song. Suddenly feel in love with their song! Have the urge to play the song in guitar and sing along with it. Its so bloody nice!

Its time to say goodbye~~~~ :D

Anyways, never blog yesterday i suppose. Was damn lazy. And at night i was teaching form 1 drama. So no time. I gonna blog about today instead, eventho i read some jokes from some book which i think is damn funny. xD Blog bout it later.

Today, school again. Cold cold day. Bath with hot water. Steaming! Hot water. Haha. Can barely wake up. Told my mum don't want go school, subconsseincely. XD And my mum say, don't want ah? Or go lar today. See Friday don't go lar. xD Haha. So yeah, got up and get dress. My hair damn short now. Damn hard style. So takpa. Major hairmess. Eat oat. Then go school. As i said, cold cold day. Almost fell asleep in class. Go canteen meet up with Jen. Then we still talking bout buying Toyota Caldina. :D Also my dream car. Just in case i can't get Mitsubishi Evo. xD Haha. Quite nice bah. Got turbo. Not bad, not bad. :] Haha.

Today got latih tubi. Damn lazy think. But i did some lar. Haha. And Jia jie copied mine. ><>< And i damn scare provoke them. *Remember Rika, you run behind me with a hammer?* xD Hahaha! XD I forgot what i did today also. But fun is what i remember. xD

Lazy type also. I go play Secondhand Serenade song le. Hope they come Malaysia perform next year. :]

P/s: Jan! :D

On List:// Stranger - Secondhand Serenade

2009/08/31 (2.26p.m.)

2009-08-30T23:24:00.000-07:00

[Maybe its just me...]

Hello! Woke up at 10.37 today. Mum called me wake up. Supposingly yo wake up at 9, but so tired, i work till late last night. I decided to sleep again. Haha. So, my sis called me actually, then my mum came in my room and say, "Tired? Sleep 1st lar". But then, i decided to wake up. I clean my bedroom and get bath. When down, pray to my grandpa and grandmama. Then watch tv. Eat potato bread from yesterday, than watch tv again. Pray again. Clean up things, and get lunch! :D Got pork soup with pepper man! My fav! XD Haha. What? Chinese lang mah! xD

Yeah, like i say, i post bout friday today. Haha.

(How much more could i ask from my friends? =)

Friday. Woke up at 9. Did something. Ahem. Then my dad came back, go Rika's house play Ps2. Hasheena came by too. Haha. Played Bleach and Burnout with her. Then we played tons of games. I tried most i think. xD Changing from 1 to another. xD

Then i went home at 4.30p.m. Get ready, bath, eat. Then i go temple. I sms Choon Onn. Asking him where is he. He said he's at home. And im damn early. It was suppose to be 6.30 but i reach there a 6! xD So nevermind, kill time by playing AND1 game. Found a book beside me. Looks nice. I took and read it. Nice book actually. Busy reading it. Then got nyamuk. I keep on chaging place to sit. Haha. Then Jia Shouk came by, when and talk to him, then he say lets go Ys room 1st. So we did. We talked bout my life and his life, then pei hao came. He said we are having Pizza later. I went like, "What?! Can eat pizza in temple meh?!" He said, why not? Haha. Cause i thought TEMPLE leh! Not vegetarian mah?

After that, pizza really came. xD Haha. There's beef peperoni, and some other stuff. We ate, then szeto came. And we meet someone new, called Jimmy. From sunway college. Haha. Funny guy. Lol. Then we clean up the room. Got aircond, and im still sweating. @@ So nevermind. We talk and laugh. And za me. Haha. Good times. Good friends. What can i ask more? =] Then Swea Phin came. Intro Jimmy to S.P. Then After that, we talk, clean stuff, and laugh. Suddenly, S.P. Came and say shake hand, so i say, "But i already know you!" XD She say, just shake, then she say, "Would you like to be in Ys's committee family?" I was like, WTF! YES! But i was too stunned to say anything. Haha. Well, i think god gave me this time, since i wasn't invited to TDCXI's camp committee. So god gave me something new to learn, and have much more adult family. Haha.

Thank you God! And thank you Swea Phin! :D So excited. We listen to songs. Pei hao's comp. Then we kill bugs. Haha. Laugh somemore, za me somemore. Haha. Then we were hungry. So we went to McD. As usual. Haha. I took wei qi's car. Then we reach there, we buy burger. I bought chicken mcdeluxe, i was damn hungry. Haha. We talked bout taxi, cars, and i forgot. Haha. Good times. :]

After that, went home at 11. And my mum is waiting for me at home! She's asleep at the couch. Thank you mummy. :] Went and bath, then sleep. Haha.

So yeah. Thats friday to me. Haha.

Was suppose to join singing at temple today. But i miss all the fun. T____T

Till here. Chau!

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Morning - Janice M.Vidal

2009/08/31

2009-08-30T09:03:00.000-07:00

[Merdeka?]

Yes. Hello. Its 12.04a.m now, and im still online. Merdeka btw. Still have to study. So what? Lol. My point is, Merdeka. Big thing lar. But we still have to live on with life right? They give me 100, 000 then i happy lar, i will shout MERDEKA on that day. But my point is, they don't, so why bother. Lol. Don't get me wrong. Im just saying. But still. Happy Merdeka everyone.

Sorry for not blogging last 3 days. Been very busy. And im lazy blogging bout it. So lets make it short.

(2009/08/29)

Woke up at 7 today. Went for traning. Meet up with Oscar. Talked with him. Then Jason and Jesmine came. Talk to them. Them Adeline, Swea Ching and Swea Phin came. Talk to them. Wei Qi came. Talk to him. Then time, then ran, then go home. Eat mi hun, go guitar, then came back. Nap awhile. Go art class. Drew new things. Blog bout it tomorrow. Then go cut hair. Came back. Sleep.

(2009/08/30)

Today. When to Rawang. Long story, lazy. Eat at Sg.Buloh. Msg Pauline whole day. Haha. "Sorry jan. I no credit msg you. 1 msg to you is 30sen". >< Then came back. Go Sunway. Come back. Bath, blog. Then, online, Swea Phin invited me to be YDC camp committee! :D Damn happy and honoured! Well, they say they dicussed it, she invited me when it was friday, when we were cleaning the room. I will blog bout friday later.

Chau till here lar. Lazy to type. xD

P/s: Sorry Jan.
P/p/s: Sorry Ching!
P/p/s: Nice hair cut Rika! :D

Blog bout rest tomorrow.

On List:// Unholy Confession - Avenged Sevenfold
Like a Knife - Secondhand Serenade

2009/08/27 (7.09p.m)

2009-08-27T04:09:00.000-07:00

[Sunway?]

Today woke up at 10.11a.m. Going sunway. I change my matress sheet and whatever sheet, take my cloths and went to bath. My sis prepare Maggi mee cause my mum ask her to do so. Haha. Then, ate d, take my shoes, gel my hair and we head off.

Reach Sunway, park at Jockey. Went to Sunway, but no fun lar. Buy my sis stuff only. Saw some few people i knew but never really knew them. So, don't care lar. LOL. Ate at Mahattan Fish Market, which cost 78.90 ringgit. @@ Then walk walk walk, muscle pain. >< Went home around 5?

Got home relieve. Bought a new movie. FF7, Episode: Denzel. Can't wait to watch it. Was going to buy Tower Of Druaga and Tales Of Abyss, but no money. Haha. So next time lar. Went and bath, then here blog lor. Halfway, i went and eat. So hungry. Then my dad come back home. And im here blogging again lar. ><

Boring day actually. And im MISSING someone.... ><

AND AND! I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW! 8D But have to go home at 4.30 i think. Go there 1 or 2. Haih. Nevermind lar. Continue gaming next time. Haha. xD

Till here lar. Chau~~

On List:// Like a Knife - Secondhand Serenade

2009/08/26 (9.48p.m.)

2009-08-26T06:48:00.000-07:00

Maybe

Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I

Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you, to you, to you

And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So just come back
I'll make it better than it ever was
I'll make it better than it ever was

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Jan's fav song... :D

2009/08/26

2009-08-25T20:41:00.000-07:00

[Fundomness Mayhem]

Hello! Woke up at 9 today. My alarm rang. And thoughts still haunt my mind. I was busy thinking last night. And still couldn't fall asleep until it was 12. I slept. And dream and i woke up. And STILL thinking. @@ Thats the first thing that came into my mind this morning.

I got up. Clean my blankets. Took my shirt, and went to bath. Wait. I was sitting there stoning awhile. Then i go bath. Haha. Yeah. After that, eat peanut butter bread, then watch tv, then im here blogging.

Last evening, was chatting with Janessa a.k.a "My Girl". xD Wakakakaka! As it was writtened on her blog, yes, she had fun bullying me and i trust her too. Haha. She told me she have "Typing Syndrome" where she wanted to type A, she will type ghjklfd. So i trust her and i went like "Holy! OMG! Serious?!".

And yes. I fell for it... @@ "How could you jan!" T____T But anyways, we had fun talking and she had fun bullying me. Haha. If only she knew how much i miss her... XD Nah! She knows! XD Nyahahahaha! And i was asking her to join my inter-games for 100m, and not 400m because she will end up with a upside down world. So yeah, i don't want that to happen. Lets just stick to 100m. But sadly, couldn't get a spot for her. So ask her be our supporter. But also! Haven't confirm got space in bus not..... T___T

Damn! And i was damn excited. But still! I hope she can make it on "Bring a Friend Day". Where we have to bring a friend to TQG session. Haha. So, i take this opportunity, to tell everyone, who wana join?! 8D Haha. Yeah, was having fun talking to her. Very very good friend. :] Glad i knew a friend like you jan.... (Omg, im saying as if she's dead. @@) (Don't kill me jan!)

After that, i went dinner, and i went and help teacher teach drama. But it ended up me watching tv. No one attended. @@ So yeah. I watch tv till its time i go home. Haha. Talk to Godfrey and Neil. Then i go home. I bath, play guitar, went downstairs and watch tv till 12. Only i can sleep. So yeah. End of my yesterday story.

And TODAY, i have no idea whats gonna happen. Later got tuition. Smsing Pauline. So yeah. Don't know lar. Wait for my "report", at night lar. Haha.

Can't wait for Friday! 8D Can you? 8D

P/s: Jan!

On List:// Maybe - Secondhand Serenade

2009/08/25

2009-08-24T21:16:00.000-07:00

[2nd day of holiday]

Yeah. 2nd day of holiday. And its same old boring day. Was suppose to do things for TQG. But haven't get any reply yet. So, i blog dulu lar. Kill time mah. My last blog used 1hour to finish it. Haha. Kill time... Yeah... Right! Anyway, let me blog bout something i just think of when i was typing "the tittle". XD

Yes! "Milo sponsor by my dad", settle! But the arrangment still haven't confirm. My dad was giving me advice, well, he's like angry, but its his tone, i think, and i can feel the tension from the phone. @@ Well, but its settle lar. So yeah.

Anyway! Back to my topic!
[Human's greed is endless, right?]

Aren't human just greedy. They get something, and they want more. They desire more, but when they got it, some just throw them aside. No appreciation whatsoever. I can't deny im like that too. I got a new phone, now i want a better one. Its human nature i guess. Like politics or whatever, a new building is build, now they want a better want. And competition is always there for it. And that's what make people hunger for greed. Right?

Take KLCC for an example, it was once the world's tallest tower. (I think) Then there is the Eifiel's Tower! Then Taiwan's 101 Tower! Then now Dubai's tower! They all want everything, like everything, fame, name, money, even to see who have the tallest tower. And when they had it, tell will tell or call everyone saying, "Hey! I have the world's tallest tower!" Or simply just call the enemy saying, "Haha!". *smack forehead*

But in my case, as a youngster, a student. Well, we study everyday, some including Saturdays and Sundays, as i am one of them too, longed for a holiday. When we were studying, we say, "Hey! Holiday faster come lar!". When it's holiday, we say, "**** holiday damn boring, faster end lar! I wana study!"

Yeah i did say its, boring, but i didn't say i wana study. We can't stand 1 week holiday without going out or have fun. Just boring me staying at home, blogging, facebooking, and hunger for games. Haha. *Awaiting my new Ps2* Haha.

I have friends saying "Year end holiday faster come!" But in the end, she called and say, "im bored". I mean, WT****! You longed for it, you get it, now you say, im bored, i wana study. O.O What a spoiled kid you are. Haha. Well, sorry if you read this. *whistle*

I have no idea where this blog is heading to. But i do know 1 thing. Be appreciative. You may not know the goodness in it, till you lost it. And im serious.

So guys and girls! Cherish everything you have around you, chair, computer, lamps, grass, shits, toilet bowl, everything! Even your enemy. Haha. Some people are so use to fight with them, but when they are gone, they'll be like, "Aww man, i miss fighting with him/her". Haha. So yeah.

Appreciate, cherish, and... try not being so greedy. ;)

2009/08/24 (10.16p.m)

2009-08-24T07:16:00.000-07:00

[Inspiring story to all i share]

[I Created You]

One day, as usually, an orphan, a little girl, stood at the street corner begging for food, money or whatever she could get. Now, this girl was wearing very tattered clothes, was dirty and quite dishevelled.

A well-to-do you man passed that corner without giving the girl a second look. But, when he returned to his expensive home, his happy and comfortable family, and his well-laden dinner table, his thoughts returned to the young orphan. He became very angry with God for allowing such conditions to exist.

He reproached God, saying:

How can you let this happen?

Why don't you do something to help this girl?!

Then he heard God in the depths of his being responding by saying: I did, I created You.

A Love story
Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived, Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge and all the others, including Love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So, all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the very last possible moment.

When the island was almost totally under water, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat.
Love asked, "Richness, can I come with you on your boat?"
Richness answered, "I am sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere"

The Love decided to ask Vanity, who was passing in a beautiful vessel, for help.
Love cried out "Vanity, help me please!?"
"I can't help you," Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."

Next Love saw Sadness passing by.
Love said, "Sadness please let me go with you?"
Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now."

Then, Love saw Happiness and cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you."
But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling him.

Love began to cry, then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me".
It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name.

When they arrived on land the elder went on his way.Love realized how much she owed the elder and when she met Knowledge she asked who it was that had helped her.
"It was Time", Knowledge answered.
"But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked.
Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

The Atheist
An atheist was spending a quit day fishing when suddenly his boat was attacked by a three-headed monster.
In one easy flip, the beast tossed him and his boat high into the air. Then it opened its mouth to swallow them both.
As the men sailed head over hells, he cried out, "Oh my God! Help me!"
At once the ferocious attack scene froze in one place, and as the atheist hung in mid air, a booming voice came down from the clouds, "I thought you didn't believe in me!?"

"Come on God, give me a break!!" The man pleaded. "Two minutes ago I didn't believe in three-headed monsters either!"

He Who Tells the Best Story...
A clergyman (holyman) was walking down the street when he came upon a group of about a dozen boys, all of them between 10 and 12 years of age.

The group surrounded a dog. Concerned lest the boys were hurting the dog, he went over and asked "What are you doing with that dog?"

One of the boys replied, "This dog is just an old neighborhood stray. We all want him, but only one of us can take him home. So we've decided that whichever one of us can tell the biggest lie will get to keep the dog."

Of course, the reverend (A tittle for monks) was taken aback. "You boys shouldn't be having a contest telling lies!" he exclaimed. He then launched into a ten minute
sermon (Preach) against lying, beginning, "Don't you boys know it's a sin to lie," and ending with,
"Why, when I was your age, I never told a lie."

There was dead silence for about a minute. Just as the reverend was beginning to think he'd gotten through to them, the smallest boy gave a deep sigh and said, "All right, give him the dog."

Listen to your heart
Horror gripped the heart of a World War I soldier, as he saw his lifelong friend fell in battle. Caught in a trench with continuous gunfire whizzing over his head, the soldier
asked his Lieutenant if he could go out into the "no man's land" between the trenches to bring his fallen comrade back.

"You can go," said the Lieutenant, "but I don't think it will be worth it. Your friend is probably dead and you may throw your life away." The Lieutenant's words didn't matter, and the soldier went anyway.

Miraculously, he managed to reach his fiend, hoisted him onto his shoulder and brought him back to their company's trench. As the two of them tumbled in together to the
bottom of the trench, the officer checked the wounded soldier, and then looked kindly at his friend.
'I told you it wouldn't be worth it," he said. "You friend is dead and you are mortally wounded.
"It was worth it, Sir," said the soldier.
"What do you mean by worth it?" responded the Lieutenant. "You friend is dead."
"Yes Sir," the private answered, "but it was worth it because when I got to him, he was still alive and I got the chance to hear him say: .."JIM???.. I KNEW YOU'D COME."

"Many times in life, whether a thing is worth doing or not, really depends on how you look at it. Take up all your courage and do something your heart tells you to do, so that
you may not regret not doing it later in your life".

"A true friend is one who walks in, when the rest of the world walks out"

2009/08/24 (2.21p.m)

2009-08-23T23:21:00.001-07:00

[If the world is just in black and white, how cool and simple this world can be?]

Hello! I finally know what to blog jor! xD Wakakaka. Haha. Well, firstly, i was chatting with Oi Lum. Mooncake festival, we are going to celebrate it with TQG and YSG at 3rd of october. Yes, me and Karu is going to perform on that day. Wee! *can't wait* Seriously. Haha. So, i told my mum and she say.... "eh, your chinese birthday falls on that day leh!" Then i was like serious?! Wee! Then my mum propose a party for me and us for going to old folk's home to celebrate with them. :] But sadly, oi lum say we are coming back at around 10! So yeah. So late. Nevermind lar. T____T And i thought i was gonna party all night long. XD Haha.

-Alright! Back to my original story! XD-

I was reading my teacher's / friend's blog. At gapnap.com. I was reading it, scrolling and scrolling till i read this particular story.

The story was inspired from http://gapnap.com/2009/08/14/thecityofshred/
I will just copy some and put here lar.

This movie, "City Of God" :

Basically , the story is about 2 kids who grew up in the same neighborhood (The City of God). Both of them led different lives.

One became a gang leader , dealing with drugs , killing people . He had everything , money , power , fame but he was lonely .

The other kid became a photographer , capturing pictures . He was passionate about what he was doing . And yeap , he was just an average joe , not rich , not really good with women , just another normal guy you see on the street.

Yeah. So you get it. 2 kids. 2 lives. 1 fame, 1 passion.

Let me tell you another story i got inspired from reading.

About two Musicians , a guitarist and a bassist
both of them led different lives .
The bassist treats music as a BUSINESS . THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY was everything to him.

He was famous , knew every single walking musician , talent agents and big clients , endorsed by several brands , had signature guitars , hired by celebrities , always selling his “product” (his band or his playing) , getting chicks , making money .

” Being a musician is not about how well you play , but how much you make ” was his all time favorite line .

The problem was , his playing was just AVERAGE . There was nothing special in his playing. Just good enough to be a professional musician .
Because he knew so many people , he formed an “all star” band . He was the band leader and the manager . His bandmates were awesome , but he was not . He brags about how Good his band is , but not himself . People worship his band , but not him.
He was into ALOT of music business politics . People talked behind his back . They hated him . But they need him .

The guitarist , didn’t cared about MONEY . What he wanted , was to be THE BEST GUITARIST ALIVE .

He gets jealous when he sees another guitarist that is better than him.

“How can i be the best?” “How can i master this technique?” was all he could think of .

He plays guitar with passion. You can tell by hearing the first note he plays . The feel . The touch . Its THERE .

Technique , Theory , Vibrato , Phrasing , Hearing , Song composition etc , every skill a guitarist should have , he has it . A master in shredding , A true virtuoso. He was almost THE perfect guitarist .

“Its all about doing what you like , and not wasting your life away by chasing other things “ was his favorite line .

The problem was , there was NOTHING going on in his life . It was all ABOUT GUITAR , GUITAR AND GUITAR . No money , No Chicks , Not getting laid , Very little friends , not famous, probably a youtube 2 months hype guitar hero , not interested in ANYTHING , only GUITAR GUITAR GUITAR .
He also felt unhappy with his life . Sure , he can play super well , but he says to himself every night

“why am i not there yet? ”

“I do not think i can play well , because no one knows me”

“Why aren’t people noticing me”

“How can i improve myself? i feel that i suck in guitar. “

Soon , the bassist found the guitarist . Both of them formed a band .They hired a professional drummer .

The first year , was the Golden year . The band was mind blowing .

The bassist helped the band , getting BIG SHOWS with BIG paycheck , while the guitarist was shredding and impressing his audience . It was the best combination . EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT .

One fine day , a producer came to them , and said ” i want to produce an album of your band , i wanna hear something that is original , something that speaks not only to yourselves but to everyone , something new to the market , and something that i can sell ”

The bassist started composing his own songs . He went towards the pop , rnb , funk , hip hop direction . Something that has a modern feel to it . What he was focusing on , was how to produce a music SELLS .

The guitarist on the other hand , started writing things that has a little classical influence , putting in some technical stuff and some cool time signature riffs , some 80’s rock Influence , some Ritchie Blackmore .What he was focusing on , was to produce a song that speaks to him , and a song that expresses himself .

Both of them couldn’t agree on how the song should sound .

Bassist said “GROW UP DUDE , in life , you don’t get EVERYTHING your way , BE A MATURE MAN and ACCEPT THIS , Music is for selling , who’s gonna put food on the table if you’re not making money ? ”

Guitarist said ” What happened to REAL Music ? I am not going to play that repetitive bullshit , is not who i am , why should i pretend to be someone that i am not ! “

They had a big fight .

Bassist started saying shit like ” I brought you up all these years , i made you a somebody, and this is how you repay me ? “

Guitarist replied ” This band has gone so far today , because of me , you NEED me pal . If i quit , you’re a nobody “

and soon , they disband . Both went on their separate ways .

The story above , is real . Is the 2 extreme sides of a musician .

Are you Music for Passion , or Music for money ?

Many started with passion , but ended up playing only for money .

Both sides will NEVER come to an agreement . Which side are you on ?

It is difficult to strike a balance , between Passion and Money .

All Passion , will get us no where in the industry . In the end , we will get tired and give up . GIVE UP . WHATS THE POINT OF PRACTICING SO HARD WHEN THERE IS NO RETURN ? NO GIGS ? NO CHICKS ? NO ONE NOTICING ?

All money , will get us somewhere in the industry , but you will have NO PASSION for what you’re doing anymore . Something that you liked a long time ago , becomes a daily routine job , becomes stressful and tiring, the only reason for playing music is MONEY MONEY MONEY .

THIS IS MY RATE , IF YOU’RE NOT PAYING ME , WHY SHOULD I PLAY ?

I knew a guitarist , that played guitar for the passion when he was young . But he got tired and got seduce to play for Money . Now , he feels empty . He wants to play for passion again .

beautiful don’t you think , how God create such paths for musicians ? :)

This is a story of a guitarist and a basist. Where this story too, touch my soul and my passion. Yes, as i read thorught this story. I have trouble figuring out. Isit him? I never knew? I never asked bout him. My teacher, my friend, my advisor, i knew him, teached me, for 4 years, i never knew much bout him. A caring student i am huh? But yeah, i can see he have passion for guitar. Seriously, he is the 1 who inpsire me to play guitar, "other than Simple Plan" xD. but yeah. I had friends last time saying, "Aiya, guitar easy lar, just strum strum strum." Those words still ring in my head till now. I had another friend who can barely even play! Also says the same thing. But when i heard this. I was heartbroken and mad.

Do you really have any idea how to play a guitar. Im not bargging bout it. But im pretty well good with my guitar. And my passion to it is very deep.

"Guitar is my passion" was my all time favourite line since i learn guitar when i was form 1.

Yeah. Maybe one day i'll be blinded by money too. And by that, its very hard to U-turn back to your passion. Its a CAN, but HARD. I learn it too. When i was studying. I regret not studying hard last time. But my dad gave me encouragement and told me its not too late. I cried when he said that. He still kept faith in me. Tho harsh time may come and go, parents never gave up on their child. Im not a dad yet. But i will one day. And this cycle towards your child will never end. So after his encouragement, i studied harder, although i never revise at home. But friends, classmate and see me improve in my results and my focus during tuition. I can tell you im a much diff person compare to last time. Not to talk big bout it lar. But i think its true tho.

As my point of writing this, tho some may think this as a bullshit, but those that do really understand, those that went through such life, they do understand. Your passion for something, games, piano, arts, guitar, singing, cooking, even babysitting is something. Chase your dreams. Chances don't come everyday, maybe once a life. My chance never came yet. Or they did came, but i just haven't realise. I don't know. But now i know, study hard, your future is in your hands. And im serious.

"99.9% life in your hands. Your parents may sacrifice everything, money, for you, they don't mind. But you! You have your time, your life in your hands! Cherish it, use it, and create your life." Quote by my aunt... (i don't know how to spell her name)

"When i was young, i have 6 subjects and i fail 5, 5 red marks, and my grandpa will always beat me up saying i will be gangster next time, i kneeled down infront of my dad's graveyard and swear i will do well, and i did, so if i can, with that determination, you can too." Quote by my uncle.

"I never graduate from school. I stop when i was form 3. I got only 2 A's for my pmr. Sejarah and geo, the least use in daily life. And yet i got A. I work after that. I find it hard to catch up with my work. I work as a vanboy! A van boy! And i when up to salesboy, then i go up to sales manager like i am today. My point is, son, a dad like me can even reach up so hard to this level, and still find it hard to cope with others today, so why can you? Don't redo my mistake, your life is in your hands." Quote by my dad, Tay Hock.

"Your dad is better than all Uni graduate student in business, and he work very hard for today, his determination, is something i can't deny" Quote by the same aunty.

As i re-type this. I realise, whatever they say, they do, is the same thing. And don't you think we are doing the same too? Achieving what we wanted?

Think bout it....

2009/08/24

2009-08-23T22:37:00.000-07:00

[First Day Of Holiday:1]

First day of holiday. Boring. Whatelse can go wrong? Lols. I mean, yeah, H1N1, or whatever, and i thought holiday was suppose to be fun? But still, i sit here to blog and im so bored. Like literally bored! Still suffering from muscle ache. Ish. Terrible. I woke up with abs pain. @@ But running is fun! :D I can't wait to run again. :D

Till here lar. I don't know what to type le.

Bye bye~~~

On List:// Like A Knife - Secondhand Serenade

2009/08/23 (10.32p.m.)

2009-08-23T07:32:00.000-07:00

[Ran, and ran, and ran and ran and ran and Bak Kut Teh.]

Hello! As usual, today was going for training. Well, sort of. MPSJ i went to. I met up with Wei Qi. Oh Adeline fetch me today. Thanks Adeline! 8D In this particular normal windy morning, i met Rika and Hash. So rajin wake up early. Haha. So yeah. Did some warm up and we ran. Vomitted again. And felt much more lighter. XD Yeah. Ran with Adeline and Wei Qi. And when i say "On your mark! Get set! GO!" Damn loud man. Can hear my echo. XD Haha. Got some few taekwando students. So they watch us ran. Haha. When i was runing. I tap Rika's head. And she chase me. Geez. I ran like hell. Haha. I hope i can use that imagination when competition. XD Haha. Thanks Rika! XD

After that, we sat and talk and we head off to S.U.C (Sunway University College), Met up with others. Play some basketball with Karu and Kok Sing. Saw Brandon also. Met with Szeto too. Haha. Well, we went and bought water. And we got lost. @@ Then we went back from where we started and finally thought we went to wrong place. LOL. Jen Sion followed and we buy water lar. Szeto claim we were lost and gone for 30minutes. @@ He say he was worried. I mean, we weren't that long gone... I think. Haha. Yeah. I learnt how to play volleyball and its fun! :D I wana play somemore! :D

We head off to Bak kut teh later. We split into 2 group. 1 to McD , 1 to... You know lar. XD So i got B.K.T lar since everytime also McD. Haha. Talk to jess and Oi lum. Afer that go go. I sat at Wei Qi's car. And was racing with others. XD Nelson drove damn ganas man! You don't know the sight from here. Haha. Damn scary. Haha. We went ss14 B.K.T and we ordered lor. I was the youngest there. Haha. We ate, and talk and laugh. Haha. I think we were the loudest. Haha. We ate till 1 then we split. Szeto got me home.

At home, i sleep. Haha. Some one told me to sleep. Haha. Alright. So sleep till 7. I woke up, talk to mum and dad. Then went out to eat. Eat eat eat. Go home. Now im here blogging. Haha.

Oh! And this is the picture i wana show you guys! Give me some comment! 8D

Alright. So please give some comments k? 8D

Bye!

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2009/08/22 (9.45p.m)

2009-08-22T06:44:00.000-07:00

[Today was a tiring day, and i started to miss you already, even i try not to do so.]

Hello~~~ Woke up at 7 today. Did some warm up. Eat egg and oat. Then i head off to Sunway College. Yeah. Today was suppose to pick out the best. I ran and jog. And i vomitted egg. @@ Not having eggs for breakfast anymore. Then i felt better. 8D So i ran 100m lor. 12.9sec. @@ Damn slow le. Have to train le.... Haih. Tomorrow having too. After that went Dim Sum at usj 21 with Adeline and Oi Lum. Ate and ate and talk and talk. Haha. They say they cheng me, i say no, they say you walk home. LOL. So no choice lar. Next time i cheng back them. :] Thanks Adeline and Lum! After at home. Go bath get ready for art class. I drew easel today! 8D And suprisingly i like this drawing better. Haha. I upload it tomorrow. I was damn tired, so i sat and draw. After that, talk to teacher and i felt like sleeping. But don't be rude lor. Haha. I went back home. Say go dinner. I say no! I wana sleep. xD At 4 i slept till 8. Haha. I wake up. So dark. Walao scare me. But i remember. I dream so someone in that dream of mine. And it was a very very sweet dream. :] I watch tv and ate spaggethi. The disney channel movie "Whisper - story of elephant" Damn sad. T___T My mother came back ta pau for me some rice. Damn full... @@ So ate, blog lor. Haha. Till here lar. Damn tired d.

P/s: I miss you alot. Eventho i tried not to do so.

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Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed.

2009-08-19T01:04:00.000-07:00

2009-08-19T00:57:00.000-07:00

Vulnerable

Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
because its cold outside cold outside its cold outside
share with me the secrets that you kept in
because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me
so let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

I was born to tell you I love you
isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
and it's true I cant go on without you
your smile makes me see clearer
if you could only see in the mirror what I see

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me
so let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

slow down girl your not going anywhere
just wait around and see
maybe I am much more you never no what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone I can be anything
just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone anything I promise I can be what you need

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible.....

2009/08/19 (10.45a.m)

2009-08-18T19:45:00.000-07:00

[H1N1 disaster!]

Yes! Hello! Im just back from school. Actually, earlier back d. But was facebooking. xP Who can send me money! I wana buy someone! T___T No money lar... T___T Anyway, i was at school. As usual lor. Line up. Perhimpunan. Go back class. Then i saw teachers all gathering. I thought. Wthell happen? So Alief came by, and he said "cikgu mati". Then i was like Wtfcuk? @@ Ask Pn.Rosni, say haven't confirm. Then get called and say confirm le. So everyone started calling their parents. Then i chau balik lor. Haih. Not going school tomorrow le.

Edited!
My teacher died of h3n2 not H1N1! OMG! Once kena can't cure de. So everyone take care!

I hope Yz's okay... =/

Bye~~

P/s: Take care Yz!
P/p/s: Yz! You must really take care! T___T
P/p/p/s: Sc and Jan! Take care too!

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Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold

2009/08/17

2009-08-16T23:57:00.000-07:00

[No Subject]

Today, school was boring. Well, we have to hear to some poem and singing and look at some few marchings. We have a new pengetua you see. But in anyways, we still have to study right? So, im sorry to say, but i don't care about new or old pengetua coming in. So yeah. Class was usual. Nothing really. Except, i keep on wishing Rika Happy Belated Birthday. 48 down. 952 more to go. XD Haha. Lam was emo today. So don't provoke her. I was a little down too. You might have a hint on whats going on. Nothing much. No teachings whatsoever. English was very lame. Science too. Haih. Moral. Damn it. ><>< So, after recess, still same. Lam got happier. I bug Rika during science and when home. Haih.

-If you notice, theres somethings that i very seldom talk about now-
-This are to my loyal readers which read my blog alot-

Very lazy to post anything up. So i'll just type till HERE.

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A Twist In My Story - Secondhand Serenade

2009/08/16

2009-08-16T06:33:00.000-07:00

[My 120th post and its dedicated to Rika!]

Yes! Today its Rika's birthday! Woo! :D Happy birthday rika! Happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy birthday to you! ;D haha. And this is my 120th post. Wee! Anyway, if you don't know how rika looks like.. she looks like this. ;D

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Ta-da! :D Thats rika! XD

Haha. Anyway, so tired right now. I had meeting and went to eat BBQ. Damn tired now. I think i post it up tomorrow. Chau.

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P/s: I just have inspiration to write song.

2009/08/15 (10.01p.m)

2009-08-15T07:01:00.000-07:00

[Tomorrow, a girl will turn 16]

3 more hours to a girl's birthday. But who isit? Hmmm... Rika. You know whose birthday isit tomorrow? XD

Tata~~

2009/08/15

2009-08-15T06:26:00.000-07:00

[Drawings! Again!]

Hello! Sorry for the late post. Im just back from brickfields from dinner, well, we sort of went and bought some desert. :p Can't help it. Hehe. Okay. Anyway, here's my new drawing from today's art class. About the whole day, im so tired, im so lazy to type. So i'll just post it tomorrow. XD

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-Tada!-

I did water colour today! Wee! And i think its ugly too. I ruined it. T____T

Anyways, what you guys think? :D

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P/s: Take care Ching... :]

2009/08/14 (9.16p.m)

2009-08-14T06:15:00.000-07:00

[Drawings?]

Hello. Just remember to post up my drawings. Make sure you give me comment k? I think its ugly. ><>

(Finished)

(Finished... ugly... ><)

(80%)

I think its ugly. My teacher say very good, for a person like me who started only first drawing is very good d. @@ But i still think... Oh well, what you guys think? :D

2009/08/14 (Edited)

2009-08-13T20:18:00.000-07:00

[Tonight's going to be a good good night]

Hello... Woke up at 8 this morning. Apparently i slept to much (going to be a pig), i automatically woke up at 8 today. Sad har? Haha. Sick people auto wake up at 8. Brenda laugh at me. Haha. She's sick for 3 days too. Rika also. Everybody sick nowadays. H1N1 also. Haih. World is just so sad. Humans doing mostly. But what to do? They never think before doing. Start war, start guns, start nuclear. Apa lar. Claim to help the world, but it claims more life. Throughout the world, people are suffering but rather they take people's life more. Such sad case. I wish i can help more people in need, still, im only 16, and still am, trying my best.

Well, school now, everyone have to wear mask liao. So serious d H1N1. Its even worst then SARS. Last time SARS also not that teruk in Malaysia. Now H1N1, Malaysia like top 3 most teruk. We are ranked 2nd. 1st Thailand. If im not mistaken lar. We seldom, wait, NEVER, heard any news regarding H1N1 from other country like Australia. I have a friend from Australia and we were talking bout H1N1 and i ask her, how it there? Then she said fine. I ask bout H1N1. She say small matter lar. No one even talks bout it. Then she say that their newspaper also never say anything, just say one or two got H1N1, people who fever or whatsoever need quarantine and they did! Our here, say quarantine, some still walk go outside. Never care bout others. Please lar! Save mother world! Save us! Quaratine yourself for god's sake. My god. -.-

Then i have another friend from England also. Nothing also about H1N1. Haih. Our Malaysia here teruk lar. Gosh. But just a short reminder everyone. Take care! Don't let our human population die. XD Haha. Overreacted. XD Haha. Ignore me. Just so hyper. Okay lar dude and dudes. Im going off.

Chau~~

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Edited! Haha. XD

Anyway, last night around 1.30a.m. Predicted got meteor. So just to make a freaking wish. I climbed my roof and freaking almost fell. And remember, im sick. XD Haha. Roof so dirty man. Anyway, i took something to sit on it. @@ I climb my roof a dozen times already. Lols. So i waited and waited. Nothing. I almost gave up. Then suddenly, theres a knock on my head asking me to look up. So i did. I saw something whosh-by really fast, and it was bright and shiny. XD Haha. So i thinking was a meteor, just pakai make a wish lar. Haha. I hope it will come true. :]

Off!

2009/08/13

2009-08-13T05:58:00.000-07:00

[Sick again, Gosh]

Yes. Sick again. Fever, body ache. H1N1? No. Last night, around 1.07 a.m. I was shivering like hell and i did cover with my blanket. And so, i can't tahan d, i called for my mum and she gave me some fever med and some warm water. It did help. Sort of. Then i drift off to sleep.

Woke up this morning. Around 11. I was wondering why didn't i went to school. Then realise i was sick. I was very very hot this morning. So i woke up. Bath. Watch tv. Then sleep again. Mum wake me up and went and see doctor. While you are sick, nothing is nice then being in the car. So terrible. >< The road in Malaysia are like shit. == So uncomfortable. Haiz. I drop my phone while walking. Lucky never drop into the longkang. Phew. This is the 4th time i drop my phone. Haiz. I see doctor. Doctor give me med. I go home. Eat porridge. Then eat med. Then sleep till 4.59p.m. Then i watch tv. Well, before that, i felt like a whole lot better person. I felt great. That was only temporary tho. Then i play with rubik's cube. I manage to solve it. Haha. And i manage to do the only diff colour in the middle de. I guess you called that trick, the flower trick. I show my dad how awesome it was and he just gave me a sinister smile and i look at him and say, you okay? Haha. Then he laugh and read his newspaper. Creepy. @@ Then i ate again. And when i wa eating my med, my dad jokingly took his med and say eat more. XD Haha. And he took mine and sort-of trying to eat it. Haha. And i was like "Hey, thats mine". Then both my parents laugh.

So, i bath and played rubik's cube then i am here blogging. I just been told that Rika never came school today also. And i got 19 for my history. Gosh. Never failed that badly. >< I gotta admit i didn't study for history. Well, sorry Lam and Sara for not coming to school and not entertaining you guys. And sorry JJ and Joshua for not able to practise guitar with both of you tomorrow. Lets have it some other time.

Bye everyone. And take care. Prevention is better than cure. Trust me.

P/s: Jan. I can sms you in the morning le. XD
P/p/s: Take care Yz. ;]

On List:// Here Without You - 3 Doors Down

2009/08/10 8.19a.m

2009-08-10T05:19:00.000-07:00

[Whats happening?]

Just got a scolding from my dad. Have no idea why. He just came screaming at my sis and suddenly screaming and caning my sis. Now my sis is crying like hell. I don't know lar. My dad. My mum. My dad shouting:

"Why you all must always give mummy a face?! Huh?!"

Then i don't know le. Then i can hear him screaming, the up 1 also another 1. Then stomp up, i can hear his footstomp. Then he come into my room, yelling at me:

"Why must always give mummy the face? We sarcifice brought you up...." Then bla bla bla. Then say go buddhist place also like this. Well, frankly speaking, my tears are falling right now. As im typing this, my eyes feeling with tears. And well,its just sad you know. I have no idea whats going on. My father yelled, i look him in the face, and scream at me saying:

"Talk lar!" Don't give me that look i tell you!"

Then went downstairs and scream, control your comp i tell you all! And television too! Don't do unnessary stuff!"

I don't know im hurt or what. But seiously. Im heart broken.

- ???? -

2009/08/10

2009-08-10T04:39:00.000-07:00

[Major busy month... ><]

Hello guys. Sorry for not blogging for last 3 days. Was being lazy. Hehe. Anyway, im here to blog again. About yesterday and today. Well, i will start with yesterday.

[TQG, Games, Hoping? O.O Geez i really hope that wooden floor have insurance.]

Yesterday. As you know, i have TQG at 10.30. I was kinda late yesterday. But nevermind, i still enjoy myself. I was a participant yesterday. I play games. There's Dhamma-Tic-Toe, Congkak, Beanie A.K.A Batu Seremban and Hopscotch? O.O Yeah. We are like at the 3rd floor, and the floor is made out of wood. Can you belive it? And we are playing Hopscotch. Haha. Insurance? Sorry, we don't supply that. Haha. Anyway, yesterday was fun. I played Hopscotch and congkak. And solve a little boy's rubik's cube which was finish by Karu. Haha. Well, i don't wana bable much. Lets just jump to other part. After that, we have meeting. Well, i don't wana talk bout it. =/ Then i was assigned to find for icebreaking games. So okay. I'll do it. Haha. But 1st. I have dinner to attend. So went to LogenHause at taipan and eat. I ordered Seafood platter. It was very very slow. But damn it was delicious. It consists of salmon, 2 prawns, 4 mussels, and 3 very very very VERY big oysters! Haha. It was damn nice. And latte, gosh, the cream. Haha. So after that, talk and laugh and talk and laugh. We finally went home and i started with icebreaking games. I found 1 which was very very nice, and Oi Lum gave me ideas too. Hah. Not going to tell. You gotta find out yourself. So anyone intrested, you can come and participate at SJBA, 10.30 a.m and meet me up. Or give me a call. :D And then, Choon onn ask me about particiapating for buddhish intergames. And i said yes! Haha. I join up for 100m sprint and 4x400m. :D Damn fun! Wee i can't wait for 6th Sept. Lam! Come support me! Hehe. XD Then me and Karu wana join up for performing for Mooncake festival at 13th sept. I sing and play guitar, he play guitar. Anyone can play drum, can find me please? :D Haha.

Anyway, i drew new stuff. Gonna post it up later. I hope you guys give me comments. :]

[Today, was, well, okay?]

Yeah today school. Boring. I got my results back. The 1 i was happy about was my BM. I got 72 for BM which i didn't get so much before except last year trials and this year mid-term and PMR. Haha. So yeah. Was happy with it. Talk to Lam, she got new specs. Told rika ghost stories. Hash and Sara listened too. Then i don't know lar. Me and Josh went recess very late. Everyone's in class, me and him still eating. Haha. Then go home. Well, tuition? Fun? Yeah, i love maths and science. Haha. Then i blog lor. Eat dinner. Don't know lar. I damn lazy this days. Don't know why. =/

Still got things to talk about de. But, well, its best i don't say.

On list:// Here Without You - 3 Doors Down

P/s: I can't wait for next week TQ and 6th and 13th September. :]
P/p/s: We will do a better job and best for you guys and for the participants.

2009/08/07

2009-08-06T22:48:00.001-07:00

[Exam's over, blogging, facebooking, msn, what else?]

Yeah! Exam's finally over! Damn chair. Make my ass so pain. I sit there for like a many hours. No wonder some people's ass flat de. LOL. Anyway, today, i finally found a better thing to do. And very beneficial too.

*drum rolls*

Rubik's cube! WOOO! Not Rubik's one. But Rubik's cube! XD Haha. Yeah. I found a solution to the cube and i found my cube! LOL. After so many years of trying. Haha. Lam teach me today. And i sort of memorised it. Quite fun tho.

Still i have no idea what to blog about. I think i just stop here lar.

Chau people.

On List:// A Twist in my Story - Secondhand Serenade

P/s: I think i wana post a video of me playing guitar and singing. =/
P/p/s: Damn you rubik! I will solve you!

2009/08/01

2009-07-31T21:51:00.000-07:00

[August]

Yeah man. August le. Damn fast. Its like in January, then August le. Time flies fast when you are having fun. Anyway, never went to Guitar Lesson today. Canceled. Next week can't attend too. BooHoo... So i spend my morning, doing abit of revision and watching tv, and blogging. Don't forget of breakfast too...

Exam's in another 2 days time. So fast man. Everyone's so tied up with exam. Fuhh.. Even im worried. But, aiya, whats done is done. You know then you know. You don't know, haha, then take care lar. Haha. Yeah. Exam. Wanted to maintain my results. Wana up some my greds too. Haha. Wana change way i live. I bet Yz is studying hard too. =/ So stressful. Haha. Take care girl~~

Don't know what to blog d. O.O Im outta ideas this few days. Or isit the days never gave me ideas? Hmm....

On List:// A little Piece Of Heaven - Avenged Sevenfold

P/s: Damn the chocolate cheese cake!
P/p/s: Im baking brownies! :D

2009/07/31

2009-07-31T07:47:00.000-07:00

[Today is a very supersitious day]

I start off my day with my mother calling me. LOL. Okay. Cut. Gonna make it short. I don't even know what to blog. Okay.

Anyway, today, i went to school. Quite funny actually. I forgot what i did. *skip* Okay. 1st period was science. Damn boring. Then Ict. I did some projects. And played CS. Pawned ppl kao kao. Haha. Then recess. Never eat. Diet. Go class. Maths. Teacher never came. Happy! E.A. People piss Joshua off. Any second now, he's gonna blow! XD E.A was boring too. Haiz.

Oh. Today. I brought cake to school. I bake chocolate chees fudge cake. Wait a minute. Or isit chees chocolate fudge cake? Wait. Chocolate fudge cheese cake? Hmmm.. I wonder? Oh well! The name doesn't really matter. The thing is the taste. Well, honestly. It look suckish. But it taste good. I got many thumbs up from many people who tried it. Haha. *perasan* XD Haha. I gave away all my cake. I ate peanut butter sandwhich. ><

As i was going home. I saw a lorry tumble down and smash on a Avanza. And it was suppose to fetch kids from school. Luckily they are alright. Traffic jam for very long. Then i go tuition. Fun! Haha. Math's fun! Science's fun! :D Haha. Go home. Eat. Play game.

So lazy to type ler.

Chau~~

On List:// A Twist In My Story - Secondhand Serenade

2009/07/29

2009-07-29T06:31:00.000-07:00

[My third post in a date? Wert?]

Yeah. 3rd post of the day. Haha. Too free i guess? XD Anyway, here's the latest trip pictures. (Credit to Jun Keat!)

They get to learn how to surf? What? O.O

Pei Hao:Apa lar you?
Iwin:Apa me lar? Look at the camera lar!
*Chik chak?*
Iwin: See! Took picture d. All you fault lar!
Pei Hao: What my fault pulak?
XDXDXD
LOL!

Yeah... Was damn random that time. XD Haha. Don't mind my retard pose. XD

Take what picture lar? I poke you with my stick arh? FEAR IT! XD

Another stupid pose. This remind me of a statue. XD

The 3 musketeers. Oi Lum on the left. Me in the middle. Pei Hao on the right. XD

Group Picture!

Another one!

And another one!

And another one....

And the last one! Notice that big big hat near my head? Daniel threw it. You can see the guy with his hand lifted up. Yeah. Thats Dan. XD

Later gonna update again. As soon as i get the pictures.

Chau fellows.

On List:// Gee - Girl's Generation

2009/07/29

2009-07-29T06:03:00.000-07:00

[Time is life, Life is time]

Have you ever wonder? When you're doing something, you thought about things you did in the pass. You look back at thos pictures. You smile cause you remember things that are sweet to you. While doing this, have you ever notice that, when you miss something, those bad memories never ever came? Only happy ones came by.

This post is about the past i miss. The past i love and i longed for. This post is suppose to be post at the afternoon, but i off my comp already. I was offing my comp till i thought of something. I took my school's year book. I saw myself. Was damn funny and different from now. Since form 1 till now. I look like a totally different person. I look like a kid, baby i suppose at form 1. Change abit during form 2. Form 3 started to change. And i look different now. I saw Rika since form 1. Omg. You should seen it. She looks damn cute! Haha. She's like a 6 year old kid. Damn little and cute. Lam was as well. She change her hair, but not her face or her height. XP Hehe. I saw Yz too. She looks completly different during form 1. Omg. Damn damn cute! XD Hehe. (Can't say more. Privacy require.)

But as i flip through the page. I saw old friends that i now realise i didn't talk to them. You may know everyone in this world. But have you actually spoke to them? Like i tell you my friend, Janessa. You seen her photo. (at my blog.) You know how she look like. But do you actually talk to her? No. Thats why. Thats the part i regret. I knew them. But never actually talk. People say i know many many people/friends. But, as i look back. No. I don't actually. No. I can say i have a few friends only. I knew some since form 1 or maybe since standard 1 or maybe since i was a kid. But i lost contact with them. Many. Like Jann. I lost contact with her like 4 years? Only then i talk to her back. Not lar. Is i get to contact her again. But thats only 1. Imagine all your friends since childhood. Wonder. What happen to those guys? I have a friend name Gaberial since 6 years old. He was a drummer then. But what actually happen to him? Another 1. He was always bald. We call him Botak. He was fat. And clumsy. Thats all i remembered. But where are they now? I don't know.

This post. Is a message to all. Cherish your moment with friends. Time is life and life is time. Time waits for no one. Even god can't turn back time (I guess). Even god have friends. After this, i keep wondering. What the hell happen to all my pass? What have i been spending it on? Games? Yes. Theres lots of things i still can't do tho. I never get to spend many times with my friends. I never got to go out with them. My parents won't allow me too. Unless they really know who are there. But. Yeah. You look from an angle, they are being over-protective. Another angle, they are just trying to keep me out of harm ways. But. Its that really the point? I don't know again.

Simple. If you think you are not using time well. Change your life. Trust me. I regret it alot. Cherish your moments. Today you are here, poof, you are old. 70 years old and still reading this blog of mine. And will wonder again till your last breath. How are they?

P/s: I wonder how Swea Ching and Janessa look like when they are form 1? XD

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2009/07/29

2009-07-28T23:30:00.000-07:00

[Group picture!]

(Click to enlarge!)

This is the only picture i have so far. Sorry. Will get the full 1 later on. :P
(In this picture there is; Jason, Swea Ching! Swea Phin?! Jeremy?! Pei Kai (The only one in yellow. XD), Marilyn & Adrean! And the little one in the middle squatting is Jesmie (Their daughter somehow. @@), Oi Lum (with the funny pose. XD) Szeto! Yeh Vin! Jia Shou (Another 1 posing. XD), Jeanne! Choon Onn! Jen Sion! Crystal!(The girl who teman-ed me to walk. :D) Wei Qi! Daniel!(one with the head out, careful! XD), Justin(You can barely see him, only can see his head in between Pei Hao and Dan. XD) Pei Hao! And you can see me at the far end there. XP

Thanks again too Dan, Swea Ching, Wei Qi, Choon Onn, Szeto to insist teaching me how to ride. :] Thanks guys!

P/s: Btw Where's Jun Keat? O.O (i think he's taking the picture) XD

On List:// A Twist In My Story - Secondhand Serenade

2009/07/27

2009-07-26T22:02:00.000-07:00

Been wondering why i didn't got to school? Why? I am exhausted. I couldn't even woke up this morning. Why? Where have i been? What have i done? Well, look below....

(2009/07/26)
[What an awesome superb great day!]

This post is originally for yesterday since i was too tired yesterday. I propose i do it today. And yes im doing it now. Yesterday, woke up with a joy. My alarm rang with a Metal song at around 6? Haha. My mum woke up and get my breakfast ready as im busy taking bath. After that, my dad woke up. I went down. My mum ask me to eat my breakfast. And so i did. I ate it. And my dad took me to SJBA. It was raining drizzling. Well, i pray that i didn't cancel the trip. I got to SJBA and it was pitch black. No one was there. I waited. And later a second, Whoosh! Everyone's here. XD Haha. Then me and my dad were like "WOAH". But no one got down. My dad was like "Old men, no one wana get down" XD Then i got down 1st. Followed by Jen Sion. Then we were like chatting. Then Jeanne came. Then Wei Qi came. I got into the Shrine Hall to meet up with Choon Onn. Then Szeto came, Justin, Swea Ching, Pei kai and ... Er er... Im not sure. Then we went into the shrine hall, (did i mention Swea Ching was drinking her Chocolate Milk for a very very long time? XD) then i was talking to Sze and Choon Onn. Then sat down to talk to Swea Ching and the gangs. XD We had Puja then realise Tse Inn wasn't here. Then Yeh Vin came! Woo! Long time never see him! Glad he came. We had abit of introduction about our name, school, and what others don't know bout us. We had our laughters. We got some advice and off we go!

I got into Szeto's Myvi! Woah it was cute cute car. XD We starting talking about WoW. Forgot the rest. There was 4 cars. Crystal's, Choon Onn's, Jun Keats, and Sze's. We went to have some breakfast. Then we met up with Daniel! Woo! My tai kor! XD My best best friend! XD Then we sat and ate and talk. Off we go to, "Bukit Cahaya!" Wee! We got to the toll, then Sze was like "eh, okay, T&G." Then Crystal and Choon Onn went for Smart Tag. Then Sze was like "What the hell?! I earn my way to get T&G, How on earth they got smart tag?!" XD Haha. We were like laughing at Sze! XD Poor dude. We talk and talk. We became the "Sweeper", means that if anyone wana cross the other lane, we have to cross 1st to make way for the front 3 cars. We got to Bukit Cahaya and man i got excited! XD We park the car and got down. Daniel was with his CowBoy hat. XD Crystal was giving some advice to take care ourself. I saw a hole at 1 place we gonna pass, then Jen Sion was like saying he say a tail. Then i forgot about it, then suddenly, Jeanne fell into the hole! OMG! I was like "shit!" I think it was my fault. >< Everyone say no no, nevermind. But i still feel guilty tho. Crystal treat her wound. Other's were like watching and talking. Swea Ching was doing a OMG face. Haha. After all that, we went into the Bukit Cahaya place. Begining we paid for the entrance. Then we got to the bicycle rental place. I couldn't ride a bike you see, so crystal, wei qi, pei kai, Swea Ching, Choon Onn, Szeto, everyone lar was like teaching me. But i still couldn't. Swea Ching, Choon Onn and Daniel was doing all they can to help me ride but i still couldn't get it. >< So i walk instead. Crystal insist on walking with me too. So okay. Lets walk. Firstly everything was fine till Jun Keat's bike got break down. he service it and we went on. I took Jun Keat's bag and my bag and walk uphill which was a burden. XD Then crystal took it. We went to the pony's place and played with it. Jun Keat came with a black black hand. We took photo and move on.

We went uphill and everyone was like shit. I ran! XD And was the first to reach up hill. And i can hear Szeto shouting "woah! Iwin don't show off!" XD Haha. Damn hard to go uphill and its very very high! I got up and follow by Yeh Vin and Wei Qi. Other's are like struggling. I took my rest. And help others on the way. I got down and help. We took some break. And head for Sungai Kuning. We have to go downhill this time. As i was going, i drop my 100plus. Wei Qi took it up and i was like No! You might fall. But he insist! OMG! He manage to take it. And we drink the rest. Marilyn was like, NO! Our source of water! LOL! XD Downhill was easy. Jun Keat's bike have no break. Omg. So we all make way for him. We got down, and took some view. Sungai Kuning. Not kuning also. LOL. We have to meet up with oi Lum and others. So we head up again. And up again. XD I was out of stamina at first. I ate some power bar. XD And whoosh. Got energy again. We move on. And i was the last behind walking. XD Everyone never wait for me. T___T Was damn creepy alone. Actually quite relaxing too. XD Haha. When i thought i was lost, i called swea ching, then Dan came. He say he thought i was lost. XD Haha. Sad. I ingat i am. XD

We wanted to go to 4 season's place. Met up with oi lum and others some half way there. Claim they took bus. Then we go 4 season's place. Ma called. Talk. Then off. Summer at 4 season's house. Aiya. No need go lar. We everyday got summer lar! XD Haha. We head off. Took pictures. I was exhausted so never took pic. Talk to pei hao, then head for another place. We got there. The scenery was damn nice! I sat down with Sze and meditate under a tree. XD Oi lum and crystal took pictures. Really calm place. After that, we played Frisbee! XD Damn fun we were like runing and wining. Choon's team won! XD 7-3. Aiya. We head back to the main place. I walk with Sze. He say that his seat made his butt felt funny. LOL. Then we waited for others. We waited for some time. They haven't come, then called and say where were we? Lol. Waited for nothing. Haih. At least we got our rest. Kekeke. Met up them and bought drinks. Some took bus, some took bike. I walk. Everyone was like eh! Why never talk bus?! Haha. When i decided to talk bus. I chase after the bus man! XD OMG! Swea Phin, oi lum i think, taking picture of me chasing bus. XD I almost got it. And the bus went off liao. Eyer. Stop again. Ask me go chase the bus. But i am out of stamina. Couldn't run le. So bus went off. Dan and Justin waited for me. Then Dan tumpang me. I ran half way. Got on Dan's bike. Woo! Damn fun! XD Got down again. And ran. So nice. I got to the meeting place. And everyone was like, eh, you're back. XD I manage to go all the way from begining to the end without bike. I ran. Woah. Im quite suprise by myself too. XD I manage to beat Wei Qi's thought of saying no one can run de. XD Hha. Beat you! :P We took pictures. And said bye bye to some white people. XD I ask why we say bye to them, oi lum say leng chai mah. XD Haha. We got to the car. And head of for Mc'donald since bak kut teh no more le. Eyer. Got there. 3.00 le. Mc value lunch takda liao. == Then got normal de. Eat and eat. Chat with them. Said bye to everyone. Swea Ching, the sis, dan and .. er... don't know who. Got home dulu. Then 1 by 1 go. Jes they all outside. Talking. Got into jun keat's car. Jun Keat advice Jeanne on her wound. And Jes was showing the :P face. I say i cut her tongue out. XD Haha. Then Jun keat took me and jeane home. He say he from usj 12 1st batch! OMG! I didn't even know! Then say ask pn.teo. Haha. He got me home. Mummy not home. I climb in and wait. Keep the cloths. They came in. I took bath and sleep. ZZZZ. Wake up. Eat dinner. Then sleep again. Till today morning lor. I wake up. Blog lor. Haha. I think this is my longest blog. XD Damn tired now.

Chau people! I wana go Bukit Cahaya again! :D And people who see me in action is better than looking at my blog. XD Haha.

P/s: Upload picture as soon as Jun Keat give it to me, or isit Dan? XD
P/p/s: Thanks for the fun guys! Thanks Ching for the lesson! :D

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2009/07/24

2009-07-23T23:02:00.000-07:00

[Im a Metal Rock Boy, what can i say?]

Sup dudes.Today was a pratically weird day. XD I go school. Then Jen never came. Talk to Tse Inn, John and Carmens. XD John came and was like "Cannot le, must do it, cannot le, must do it." Then poot! Sleep on the table. XD Haha. Damn funny. I laugh like hell. Haha. Then i saw Lisa. Haha. (My cookies, XD) Then walk out and talk to them. Talk to Eugene. Then chau d. Go perhimpunan. Talk to Hajar and Brenda. We laugh i think. XD Go back class. We have to go Science lab. So get ready lor. Then suddenly Rika spot a lizard at the corner. Then i started singing, "Feeling~~ Cicak at the corner" XD Then do all the drum and guitar noise. XD haha. I made Rika laugh like hell again. XD haha. Science was bored, then Sara told me bout Rika's problem. I heard it and laugh. Lol. Really funny actually. I didn't understand till i go ICT class and read it. Lol. Damn kao lat funny! That guy no balls arh? Come to me and scold me lar stupid! == Coward ah? Somemore put your name 1000. Basically you're just a fcking coward. == I don't know who you are but you just disturb my friend's privacy. == Eat shit lar stupid!

Anyway, ict was okay. Played Boxhead. Been killed like many many times. :P I just died. XD Haha. Didn't get to play CS with Boon seng, Josh and Jia jie. Miss it. Ish! Then recess. Went and ate Nasi Goreng telur. Was damn nice. Haha. Jia jie got extra rice. == Damn cheating.Then maths was okay. Teacher lecture us. I don't even wana say. >< Then E.A. Damn sien. Joshua ask me something and i figure it out. I did it earlier d, but just couldn't get it right. Then i ask the question to Rika, Lam, Sara and Azimah. They just couldn't get it right. XD Haha. Then Azimah was like asking:

"Why did the snowman smell the carrot?"
"Why?" O.O
"Cause its the nose"

I couldn't get it at first. XD Then i got it! Lol! XD Haha. Then i draw my fingers. I did it like gothic. You know like you sew your fingers. Yeah. I did that. And i look awesome! XD Haha. 1 friend asked. "Why you so hardcore de?" I was like, why? Im like that lar. i just like it. No particular reason. Lol. I use to be a rapper at form 1 lar. But quit it. After i got into guitar. I like metal/rock/metalcore song. Haha. It's just so addictive. I still like sentimental songs lar. :D Haha. Its really sweet sometimes. ;D Metal song also got love song de okay? Haha. I got home. My mum was like what happen to your fingers. She's scolding me while laughing. Cause i was laughing too. XD Haha. Then ask me go home wash it. Well i did that. I on comp. Go bath. Then eat spaggethi. (don't know how to spell it) XD Then here blogging lor. Am waiting for maple.

Till Here, chau.

P/s: Rika, don't worry. We got your back. ;D

On List:// You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift - sweet song. ;D

2009/07/23

2009-07-22T23:34:00.000-07:00

[What a day]

Today. Today, today. Was fun! XD At last. A happy day for me. Haha. Today went school. Jenn was okay. She's smiling. Got some problem. But all settle out i guess. ;p But cheer up jie! Didi is always by your side! ;D Haha. Today takda PJ. Teacher bersalin. *Well its about time!* Then go Lycos. Sit beside Jen. Then talk to Clem, Kai and SY. Kai and SY damn funny! XD Haha. Clem also. Damn mo liu. XD Haha. Sorry man. Jenn was busy doing her stuff... Aiyor. *Chill lar jie*

Josh keep asking me if i figure out the question yet. Jia jie figure it out. OMG! Then left me. 1 day le. I still can't figure it out. Then he ask Rika and Sara. They also cannot answer. XD Then Josh ask me again and again. I got right 6 in a row. Then he like. You got it?! I was like no.... Damn kai de. XD Haha! XD Rika and Sara still figuring out too i guess. XD Haha. Slowly lar. Hehe. (C'on Josh! Tell me already!) Then he keep on asking me till recess.... Then recess we were like aha. No, aha, no, aha... Haha. At toilet also like that. Then walking also like that. I was to caught up with it till i never realise .... was coming down. Then Josh like... Hey. But i was so caught up with it. Aiyer. == But takpa lar. Then i ate my breads. Drink orange juice. Gave josh some. Then walk away. Go toilet. Come back. Talk to Jenn. Then talk to Ryan. Tell me my stuff. He like aiya. Takpa lar. Bla bla bla. XD Haha. My tai kor tau? Don't play play. XD Then times up. Walk up with him. Till my class. Then go his class. We were upstairs. Then ryan and me saw Rika. We were like, "Eh, she look up not?" Then Rika really look up and pointed towards me. XD Haha! Sharp eye girl! XD Then went down. Go in class. Sivik time. Again the question. Josh also question Rika. Rika kai also too. XD Haha. Then salin nota. .... Sejarah. Salin nota. 1st time i damn concentrate. ;p I still can remember man. Aiyo. Then go home. Teacher stop us. Ask us help clean the papers. Haha. Josh damn kelian. Teacher ask him throw the rubbish. He damn lazy, he go the dustbin and throw the dustbin into the dustbin. XD Haha. Of course he took it and put it back into class. We walk down. Then go other way.

On The way out. Saw ...... Haha. I nudge her on her shoulder. She wave back. ;D Damn happy. XD Haha. Then go out. Saw Joshua. Lee Joshua. XD (Yes sara, i talk to him) XD ;p. Then show him my cut arm. Wave to Chloe. Then tata. Go car. Go home. Bath. Open comp. Eat. Show my mum stuff. Then im here blogging. XD Haha.

Well, today its a happy day.

Sayonara for now. Chau babes. Or guys. XD

P/s: I love Synester Gate's guitar! Gonna get me one! XD (Synester Gates from Avenged Sevenfold, he's the lead guitarist and my idol!) ;D

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2009/07/22

2009-07-22T00:45:00.000-07:00

[Boredom. What can i say?]

Sorry guys for not blogging for the last few days. Was being lazy too! Same as Rika! XD But seriously damn sien. Everyday's the same old day. We go to school. We come back. We go tuition. Sometimes we play game. But nothing really intresting happen. Where's all the fun in life?! I felt like im losing funnest. Geez. And today it was suppose to have an ecplise. At around 8 or 9+. But i didn't happen. It was 10 already and still the same. Haih. Thats why nothing intresting happen. At least i can see it and say, "WAH, ECPLISE LEH!" Lol. Something like that. Haha. But yeah. Where's the fun in life?

Today at school, was pretty much okay. Laugh with Josh and Rika and Sara. Mm.. Josh's question:

*Points at his face* This is a moon, it has 2 eyes, 1 nose and 1 mouth. Correct or wrong?

Well, you can say i keep getting it wrong. He keep repeating the question. Some are correct some are wrong. But i couldn't get the right wrongs. =/ He say listen. Haha. Trying to Josh. Haha. And we played a game called small butt, big butt. XD

Throughout all the subjects. All damn bored. Espicially maths. Then arts. We drew interior design again. Was damned fun. ;D When i pass up. Teacher was like looking at my paper with a serious face. @@ Damn scary looking. Ate nasi goreng telur + curry today. Was damn nice. But the gravy went into my shirt. == Don't ask me how. It just happen. Then eat finish. Went out. Sit down. Talk to julian. Saw.... Then Lam came. Then say why sit here. *look around* Oh oh! Lol. To be frank. I sat there without any reason. Er. Well... XD Haha. Then recess over. Moral. Sien. Maths. Sien. Gosh. So sien. Then come home. Check. Server off for 2 days. Huh?! Sien man! Then learn new song. You belong with me by Taylor swift. Cool song. I like it. Made me miss a certain someone hell more. @@ Learn to play the song. Haha. Damn easy. After that sien again. Read Rika's blog. Then thought of blogging again. So, haha, yeah im here blogging.

Resting. Tuition. Sien!
Chau!

On list:// 21 Guns - Green Day (For Swea Ching) XD
A Twist In My Story - Secondhand Serenade
You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift

2009/07/20

2009-07-20T00:54:00.000-07:00

[My 100th post!]

Yes. This is my 100 post! XD After so long of typing so many many things. This is my 100th post. Yeah. And today its someone's birthday. Its Lam Xin yin's! Happy birthday little girl! XD You small small size girl. Aiya. Some of you sure ask de. "Wah not scare she beat you arh?" Don't worry. She doesn't even read my blog unless i told her too. Lols.

Anyway, today damn tired. I post later. Chau. *yawn*

On List:// Feeling, Cicak On The Ceiling - Me and Joshua. XD
A Twist of My Story - Secondhand Serenade

2009/07/19

2009-07-18T23:22:00.000-07:00

[Meeting's today, and its fun!]

Today. Alarm rang. Woke up with a very very funny looking hair. O__O Check what time. 8.00o'clock. -_- *yawn* Open door. Take everything. Went downstairs. Talk to Mum. Say i go take bath, ask me later. She wash toilet 1st. Still dizzy and say okay! ... Watch Tv. After that, mummy ask me go take bath. Okay. Dad and mum laughing in bedroom. Lol. Dad like a pig went he's sleeping. And he wore a boxer to sleep. O____O (Oh oh, yesterday night he ran downstairs and wore his boxer and try to pose showing off his muscle, like those model in the underwear box picture. XD) Damn kao lat funny! Me and my sis burst out laughing! XD Thats one thing i never forget. XD Haha! Ahem. Back to today.

Took some oat. Took medicing watch Last Comic Standing. Damn nice. Damn funny. The girl wins. Congratulations. ;] Then, went out. Fetch Tse Inn. Head for ss15. Go eat mcdonald. And i saw someone i know. O___O I think i saw Alexander with her hair shove off like a boy, bald but growing. O_____O I guess i mistaken it. O_____O But it seriously look like a girl with a guy's hair. O____O Dreaming? Hope so. Anyway, eating, talking to Tse Inn, "Hey thats Szeto!" XD Haha. He came down and bought breakfast. Haha. Then ask us fai fai eat. I said, "Sure can de, we'll be there before you can even say Iwin" XD Haha. But i think he didn't heard that. Aww. Went up. Took my coffee in hand. Head upstairs. Saw Oi Lum on the way. So long never see her. Haha. Like few months. =/ Gosh. *Oi Lum if you are see-ing this, then you know how much i miss you. XD* Then go up. First thing saw Swea Ching. XD So long never see her. Like 2 weeks. O__O guess so. XD Haha. She was eating Hush Brown's. *Oily lar girl, you don't wana get fat. XD* Aiya, she always fit de lar. Haha. Then everyone started coming. Then fill up spaces. Off with meeting. Talk and talk and talk and plan and laugh and drink and laugh and plan and talk and... you get what i mean don't ya? Hah. Let's make it short. We plan everything and im in charge of posting up materials. -__- And im suppose to write the minutes for today. And my dateline's on WEDNESDAY!. DADDY HELP ME! A.S.A.P! We talk bout the trip too! :D Can't wait! We are going hiking. Guess so. Gonna cyle! No! I can't cycle. Guess i could run. No?! Guess i rollerskate. XD I can. Szeto's idea. XD haha. Gonna maitain it. Change wheels and everything. O___O Ahem. Well, i just can't wait for the trip. Gonna have fun. WEE! Gonna bully Swea Ching too! XD Nyahahaha! XD *evil*

After that, Jun Keat came by. And i was like, "eh, since when you came?" Then he said, "Oh oh *jumps up* I poof here" XD LOL! That freak! XD LOL. Then went downstairs. Talk to Szeto bout family, cars, WOW. Haha. Advice me on many many stuffs. His life seem so dull. =/ Cheer up man! Then go Mc again. Order orange juice for 5.15 ringgit. == Freaking exp. Then sat down. Mummy called. Go car. Said bye bye to Szeto. Then Mummy ask wheter wana eat anything? Said don't want. Keep insiting i eat. But in the end. I win! Cause my name is iwin. Right? Right? Right.... XD Haha. Came back home. Took shower. *this is the first time i ever use the word shower, i always use bath, just pop into my mind* O__O Then, rewrite all my things. Ask dad bout how to write Minute. Then Here Blogging. Haha. Till here lar. Very tired d. Chau.

P/s: I miss Swea Ching. XD *i hope she doesn't see this* XD
P/p/s: I still owe you a Sushi right? O__O

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I got a feeling - B.E.P
Girl I Know - A7x

2009/07/18

2009-07-17T23:10:00.000-07:00

[Half Dead, Half Human, guess that makes me a zombie!]

Yeah dudes or dudies. Or whatever. Never went to school yesterday again. Went to see doctor. Was very sick. As you know. Recovering here. Better at least. Phew. Yesterday, after coming back from consulting doctor. I drift off to sleep around 10+? Woke up at 2. My brain was like half asleep. Damn blur, couldn't focus. But surprisingly, i manage to finish my work the faster, solve equations that my teacher couldn't, and did all my works correct at tuition. @@ Incredible. Haha. Then yesterday night. I was burning like 38-39 celcius. I slept. Parents went out. After they came back. They were laughing at me, at the way i was sleeping. Lols. You don't wana know how i slept. Haha. Slept till today morning around 7. Watch Tears to Tiara. And some other freak cartoon. Take bath, eat medicine. Watch tv again. Parents went out. Eat again. And eat medicine again. Parents came back. I am here blogging.

Haha. I am blogging and chatting with Rika. Today, streamyx is really down. I keep on dc. >< Rika too. Before that, rika claims she miss me. XD Haha. Been asking her if she miss me not for last few days. XD She says no. XD Haha. And she have some problems lately. *sorry i can't help out rika. =/* Tomorrow going out to watch transformers at some big big cinema. My dad's friend so generous that he bought 20 ringgit++ ticket for us to watch. *Thanks uncle!* Ask Rika if she wana go, then she ask me wana go sunway tomorrow the same time too. XD Haha. Deja-vu. XD Haha. She's going sunway with Sn and sara tomorrow. I can't go cause i have a movie to catch and i have meeting over at D'lot. So yeah, kinda busy lately. Well, still waiting for DOA to finish. In the mean time, i should do other stuffs.

Till here dudes...

Chau...

P/s: I miss Rika too. XD

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Mara Bahaya - Project E.A.R 2009

2009/07/16 (12.10p.m)

2009-07-15T21:10:00.000-07:00

[Sick... Suffering like hell...]

Yes, you guys must be wondering why i didn't go school today. Well, its 12.11 now, and i can tell you, im sick. Like sick sick. Got fever yesterday. Somemore went tuition. Damn kao suffering. Im burning up like volcano or fire or bla bla bla. =/ Then slept at like 7 something. After that woke up, and guess what time is it? Its 9.24. == Then went downstairs. Came up again. Realise how hard is it to sleep. My bed like's sauna. So hot. Sleep again. Then wake up again. It was 11. == Go toilet. Find it so hard to pee. == Then sleep. Woke up. Its 1.00. Sleep. Wake up. 4.30. Sleep. Wake up. 6.45. Sleep. Wake up. 8.00. Gezz. So hard to sleep. Then yesterday 9 wake up. Got cramp at my leg. So fcking pain. >< i Scream.... Luckily no one heard. >< *phew* Still don't know how i manage to blog right now. Im feeling so so weak. Cough. Fever. Feeling very very light somehow. Body ache. Not H1N1 ah... Lols.

Anyway, sorry didn't blog few days ago. Was like dead blog d. Busy mapling. :P Since i have nothing to do. So might as well maple lar. Lols. Lam play with me. Like Tai kor there. I pawn you at DOA i swear! XD Haha. School. Not nice. Sien. Maths was fun lar. ARTS too! we learn how to interior design. XD Haha. Very very excited yesterday. XD Haha. Anyway, till here lar. Wana go d.

P/s: Take care you...
P/p/s: Sorry Rika, Sara. Didn't inform you not going school. :P Pay back time! For last time! XD
P/p/p/s: Haha. Lam... Lonely. XD

On List:// Girl I Know - A7x

2009/07/13

2009-07-12T23:59:00.000-07:00

[I have no, idea, whatsoever.]

Mmm. Today. Another. Depressing. Day. Of. My. LIFE! Haha. Yeah. Kinda emo today. But, okay lar. Lam and Josh cheer me up by making me laugh like hell. XD Haha. Lam make me faint, well, almost tho. Joshua told me bout the Pub joke! XD LOLS! I tell you if you wana know. XD Haha. Emo. Why? Not usual Iwin since last time. XD Haha. Yeah. Its actually from yesterday, after, i, read, something.... But oh well. Life goes on. Like Jann say. But you happy i happy like Tse Inn say. XD Haha. Blah! Ate M&M this morning to cheer me up. To make me hyper. But eh, sadly, didn't. Haha. Was trying to make myself happy tho, by making weird noises in class, and humming stupid songs. XD Haha. Sad Lam and Sara and Hajar too! She keep asking Sara to make me shut up. XD Haha.

Then Moral damn sien. E.A teacher never come. Sien also. Talk to lam bout my heart problem. XD Haha. Good listener and advicer. XD Haha. Then Bm did some stupid kuiz. Won't consider it as a kuiz anyway. == Then science. Never bring book. Sit there talk to Rika, Sara, Hasheena, and Lam. Haha. Real funny. Then Rika started doing Meow meow sound. Haha. XD Haha. Then i go WOOF! XD Haha. Suddenly, teacher scold Mc then he walk out class. Teacher grumble and scold people. == Damn noisy. Haha. Very sien also. Throughout the class. very very sad and boring day. Haha. Haze very heavy too. Everyone take care. Especially those i care the most and that includes you Jan! XD

Well, till here lar. *humms, i got a feeling*

P/s: Take care girl!

On List:// I got a feeling - Black Eyed Peas

2009/07/12

2009-07-12T01:12:00.000-07:00

[Very boring day...]

Hi people. No many things to blog today. Blah... I don't even know what to blog. Im so bored and waiting for Rai to fix up his game. Faster lar friend! Anyway, woke up this morning around 7... or 8. I guess. Haha. Kinda bright lar. So i guess its 8. Then was like damn sien... Was yawning. Go pee. Then go take bath. My dad and sis is still sleeping. Lols. After take bath d, was still sleeping. Omg. Then takpa. I go change cloths. Take my phone. Go downstair. Come up again. Spike my hair. Go down. Wear watch and necklace. Then drew somethings, eat oat. Then my mum came back, bought some stuff. Get ready, go out. Then was like damn bored in car. Listen to my songs, and drift off to sleep. Zzzzz. Then woke up, already at my aunty's house. Haha. Then go makan mee rebus. Kinda nice. Then go buy some stuff. Go home. Play CS with my cousin for awhile, go home le. Lols. Then sleep in car again. 24/7 sleeping! XD Got home. Parents and sis go to my friend's mother's sister house. XD Haha. Uncle Soo is there too! But i don't want go. So so tired. Then put pictures into comp and thumndrive x2 somemore for Rika and SN, then go take bath. Then blog here lor. So sien today. No one to talk to. Nothing to play. Haiz.

Well, till here lar.

P/s: I miss you lar.... T.T

On List:// Brompton Cocktail - Avenged Sevenfold

2009/07/11

2009-07-11T06:41:00.000-07:00

[DaiCon Hurricane Disaster Chaos Fun!]

Yo! Today was DaiCon's day! Very very awesome convention. Been to an anime convention 2nd time this year. :D Haha! So so fun. But let's start with this morning. Woke up. Feeling awesome. Haha. Then draw somethings. Then eat Nasi Lemak. Then online. When it was 12.45. I was like, wow time d. I went and brush my teeth. Wash my face. Get change. Spike my hair. Then wear my shoes. Went downstairs and talk to my parents. Go Rika house and take off! Oh before that, i was thinking for the way to get there. Since Rika's mum didn't know how to go. Ask my dad. Told me the direction and wah la! Got it. Haha. Her mum was like keep on asking me. Haha. And i keep on telling, and nodding and saying yes, right, yeah. XD

So, got there in 1 piece. Haha. Kinda lost. But manage to get there. Her mum was like where arh where arh? XD Haha. But go there lar. Went we got there. We still like lost. Cause it's like a big big uni. Got there, went to the grand hall. XD Okays. Saw many many people and cosplayers. Haha. Fun. Oh, did i mention Shee Nee was there too. :D She's a fun girl to talk to. XD Haha. Kinda evil too. LOLS! Anyway, we got there. Saw many many things. 1st thing we go in, is hear people sing, very very sucks. @@ Haha. Then walk around, trying to find Rika's boss. XD Haha. Well, we did find her. But she's a ChinLay, means chinese mixed malay, but she claims she's a full chinese, but she's wearing a tudung. @@ When i say she's a ChinLay, she's like gonna smack my head off my shoulder. Gosh. Anyway, we went and sit and watch the performance. Did i mention that it is very very hard to spot Boss? She's 152cm tall. >< Sorry lar. :P

Then we walk around. I went and bought few stuffs. Er. Lots of stuff actually. XD Haha. Used 54 ringgit today. Okay lar. Not 100+ at least. @@ Bought a bagde for Rika. Haha. Sorry can't get you the book. Got my sis some stuff. Then go to the figuri side. SN was like take picture lar Iwin. Then okay lar. Ask her take but she say her hand keep on shaking. So nevermind lor. I take. I took like alot. And there is alot, trust me. Haha. Then Sn and Rika say, wah, professional photographer, stand up and squat also got. Haha. Its fun lar. Then they say got space meh. I said, okay, i still can take 9702 pictures more. XD LOLS! Haha. I took like 100++ cause after took finish i left 9620. Think so. Haha. Then walk around. Chat, laugh, take Rika go toilet. Wait for her. So long man. XD Then go in back. Find Sn. Walk around. Then find SN again, go home.

The thing is, we have trouble getting home. We were like, oh shit, where's the place. O___O Then Rika say, looks like we are stranded here. XD Haha. After a few U-turns and going and calling and looking the map, we finally got out. @@ use the Puchong highway. When looking at the map, Rika was like, Iwin, hurry, faster, iwinnnnn... XD Lols. She's like underpressure. After that we found out that GACC was at Multimedia Uni again! On 15th and 16th August! Thats your birthday Rika! :D And Comic fiesta is at Sunway, again! :D Haha. Fun though. Then talk bout going Sunway on Rika's birthday. Ajak Sn, wait, no, force her to go. XD Haha. Then she's like eh, so, Iwin's a professional photographer, and a baker. Then i go like, and a guitarist, like drums, dancing and games. XD Haha. Mutli-tasker. XD haha. Promise Rika to bake a cake for her. Tiramisu! XD her fav, right? O____O

Then we got home and call my parents. Order some anime from Sn then got home. Go home, drink water, pee, charge Video Cam, then go dinner. Dinner at where. At taipan's BBQ korea food. XD Haha. Very very nice. The food's nice. The owners are nice. We talk and laugh with the owner. Haha. Then we ordered beer. very nice. Sweet. My sister got drunk. And now still drunk. XD Her face so red. XD Haha. So im here. Bathing, late blogging like right now. Till you see this senctence, and this, and this, and that, and later on... XD

So, till here lar. very very tired my finger. XD Haha. BYE!

P/s: Thanks Rika and Sn for today's fun.
P/p/s: Gosh....

On List:// Sen Yoru No Wo Koete - Aqua Timez!

P/p/p/s: Will upload pictures tomorrow. XD

2009/07/10

2009-07-09T22:42:00.000-07:00

[Fun day, i guess.]

Yes. Sup? Today its Friday, obviously. Haha. Same old school day. Except Sara didn't came to school today. Claims she's sick. I don't know. Haha. But anyway, take care Sara. If not, no tiramisu for you. XD Haha. And Victor-ia's gonna cry if you get sick. XD Jkjk. *Don't kill me if you see this. XD*

Anyway, today can even barely wake up. This morning lar. Like wana sleep somemore. Really tired man. My mum was like......

M: Iwin, Iwin wake up. You late d.
Me: *Mumbling**Snores*
M: Wah! I call you wake up, after that snore d.
Me: Arhhhhh... *wake up d*

Haha. Damn damn tired this morning. When i reach school i was like wana sleep d. Haha. Our science teacher is not teaching us anymore. Sad. The En.Razali damn damn kao sien. Ish. Always ask us to salin nota. Sien lor! Anything better not?! Then ICT, i was going to toilet. After that i go to lab, then on the way there, i saw.... , anyway, teacher was like explaining some stuff. I was correcting my comp, long time never use it d. Haha. Abandoned it. XD Cause no internet. XD Haha. But now got d. I don't know why. O____O Then teacher ask us to do something, i was reading my blog. XD Haha. Teacher was like damn angry. XD Haha. But i manage to finish it lar. Lols. Then i played "boxhead". Was damn fun. XD Got 40k score when i was at level 3. XD Haha.

Then recess, ate nasi goreng telur. Haha. Then go meet up with Jen and her gang. Go class. Talk to Pn.Jasbeer. Then sit down. Class start. Teacher say want change ppl's place, so tak pa lor. I know i won't kena. XD Haha. But "that fellow" kena. And have to sit beside Rika. Rika and me like shit. @@ But lucky tak da. XD Haha. Rika was like damn angry. Haha. Then she kena call to BBI. I was like damn shock. Then i ask Lam why? She say maybe because yesterday, rika sick so never go chinese class. So so dumb. Like this also wana call. == Then E.A, talk to Rika, she like damn lonely and boring. But i made laugh. XD I did the round round thing. XD Haha! She laugh like hell man. Then Hasheena join us. And we laughed like hell! XD Can't remember what. But really funny lar. Made Rika entertained. XD

DaiCon's tomorrow! Weee~~ Can't wait to see Peepa Puren! :D *Nice to meet you guys* :D

Bye humans.

P/s: My tupperware lar ah girl. XD Haha.. Jkjk. XD

On List:// Scream - Avenged Sevenfold (A7x)
A little Piece Of Heaven - A7x
Lost - A7x

2009/07/09

2009-07-09T01:34:00.000-07:00

[Rimup Disaster! XD]

Hello lifeforms. Maybe not knowing who's reading my blog. O______O Anyways! Today at school was pretty normal. Only nervous... You know lar. >< But quite fun. I made Rika and Sara laugh till they drop. Er. Cry. XD Haha. Josh ask me about circle yesterday. And made me laugh like hell. So i told Rika and Sara today. XD Haha. Well, as you know. I gave a cake. And pretty sure my tupperware is still with her. Hopefully. XD Haha. Well, if don't have nevermind lar. Haha. But school was boring lar. Teacher's are boring. == History. Almost fell asleep. ZZZZ. (1st time i wrote that in my blog. XD) So lets just jump to the rimup part. XD

Rimup. 3.00. Nervous. Sweaty. Hot. And don't forget, tons of ppl. Not really that many lar. But yeah. You get the point. 1st match. Cyber with Delphi. Delphi own. Haha. Then explorer and oracle. Oracle own. Next. Went the ref was saying 3minutes till Pentium and Midori. Get ready. Me and Joshua was like, fck. XD I was like "lose lar, LOSE LAR!" XD Then really lose. Never serious lar. Pentium took us all like a piece of cake. Lols. I was like chasing, no one went. Josh was abandoned, as well. XD (sorry dude, but i got the ball. XD) Anyway, yeah. Been own. ???-0. XD I know they got 2 digit number lar. XD Haha. 1 sided game. No need say. Haha. So went back home walking, Josh ran. I ran. *sprint* XD Haha. Mum ask why never call. Was gasping for air. XD Haha. Took bath. On comp. Drink water. And i am here, with Joshua beside me, not sweating anymore (thank god) XD and blogging. Haha. Till here guys.

P/s: My tupperware? XD Haha. Jkjk. But seriously sorry.

On List:// A little Piece Of Heaven - A7x
Scream - A7x

2009/07/08 (8.51p.m.)

2009-07-08T05:51:00.000-07:00

[A little Piece Of Heaven]

Lyrics that broke my heart....

'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I'll grant you one chance)
And if it's not enough
(If it's not enough, If it's not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again

2009/07/08

2009-07-07T23:30:00.000-07:00

[Sad]

Hello. Today was a very very sad day for me. But it turn out wrong. I bake the cake, and ask my friend to gave it to her, but it turn out all wrong you see. *sigh* Really hope i gave the cake myself. I really do regret. *sigh*

P/s: Im sorry really sorry girl... =/

On List:// All Things Will End - Avenged Sevenfold

2009/07/07

2009-07-07T05:29:00.000-07:00

[Baking success! :D]

Weee! The baking's a success! :D Banana cake. Quite easy lar. Few minutes then prepare every single ingredient d. Then mixed mixed mixed. Ta-da! Put in oven d. XD Haha. Just hope the taste nice. XD Haha. Die lor if not nice. XD

P/s: Hope the taste nice. XD

On List:// 21 Guns - Green Day

2009/07/07

2009-07-07T00:03:00.000-07:00

[Mmmm.... I gotta bake... But what?]

Yes fellows. Some of you might know that im gonna bake cake for a certain someone and for myself of cause. Haha. Sorry for not blogging yesterday. Nothing special happen. I happen to online from afternoon till night this days. Too free i guess. *whistles* Anyway, yesterday, school was boring. I forgotten what happen lar. But i know Jann requested me to bake for her. Haha. (Will do girl, if im free) XD and Rika too. Tiramisu she suggested. Never tried that before. Haha. Then only i realise today, its SARA's IDEA! ARGH! You dumb dumb girl! I got my new specs too. Haha. Its black. XD But otherwise, its for my eye. >< Can't see very well this days. Lols.

Let's just skip to today. This morning, woke up as usual. Took bath. Damn sleepy. Cause last night stayed awake till 11.30 to feed my grandmama medicine. Downloaded lots of song btw. Haha. Very sastified. XD So this morning very tired. Go school like shit face. But Jenn made me woke up. Haha. Tse Inn face also like shit. XD Haha. (sorry lar) XD Everybody like lifeless this days. @@ Then perhimpunan. Made us sing Negaraku. Aiks. Don't want to talk bout it. Damn funny. Haha. Then go back class. (Took a glimspe of you...:D) XD. Then start lesson with Sejarah. Wasn't paying attention. A little lar. Haha. Then jump to ICT!(Saw you at lab again, sorry i didn't say hi to you... =/) Woah! ICT was fun! Me and Josh was playing something called Box-Head. Damn freaking fun. You are suppose to kill the zombies. XD Haha. I end up getting killed by either zombie or Joshua. XD Haha. I killed him lots of time as well. XD Haha. The rehat. Went and talked to Jenn.. She damn upset. (Secret) Then start class again. Very sien till come home.

Come home. Bath. Eat. Shit. Pee. Drink water. Pack bag. Then here im blogging. Before that, was downloading songs. Haha. Later gotta bake cake. :D

P/s: Hope you like it. :]
P/p/s: I still miss you. =/

On List:// A Little Piece Of Heaven - Avenged Sevenfold

2009/07/06

2009-07-06T02:20:00.000-07:00

[Sastified today]

Yes! Finally saw you and said hi to you at school! But you didn't reply. T____T Maybe i walk to fast. Haha.

Kinda hyper today at school. Ate lots of sweet this morning. (No wonder) Haha. Anyways, today school was kinda bored and fun at the same time. The reason fun because of Joshua... (Lols... Can't remember what he did, but he sure did make me laugh) XD, then got Rika and Sara. Can't remembered what they did too. But funny lar. XD Haha! 1st subject, english, was okay. Asked the teacher she regret being a teacher, she told me more than i need to know. @@ Then got Arts and Moral. Haiz. Sien. Then rehat. When and get Jia Jee's thumbdrive with Josh, went down, go canteen. But before that. We went to ICT room but cannot find it. Teacher told us that find the fellow who sat on that place. Go canteen ask that fellow, stand up, give me and laugh. == Feel like slapping him. Damn stupid man. Anyway, after that met up with Rika and Sara then we laugh. Haha.

After that got E.A. Another sien subject. Then BM, another sien subject. but very very sorry for teacher. Cause her dad passed away. Sorry to hear that teacher. But she like to call ppl suddenly one. == Then science. It was interesting lar. Did some experiment. But after that. Is very very sien d. Haha. Then was waiting for my mum. I walk to the junction. Eh, where's she? Then go back. Come back. Walk and walk. Suddenly her car show up. Haha. Was sweating like hell. Came back. Took a bath. Did my hair. Scan comp. *Oh, Josh say my comp damn laggy should upgrade the RAM* Aiyaya. Anyways! Scan comp. Eat. Listen to A7x songs. Sleep. Came up. Sleep again. Then on comp. Did some stuff. Talk talk talk. Then blog here. Haha. Wanted to bake later.

Hmmm... Still waiting for your reply. I wonder is you like Banana Cake? Hmmm....

On List:// Maybe - Secondhand Serenade
All A7x songs! - Avenged Sevenfold! Best is Bat Country, Sidewinder, and Strength of The World!

2009/07/05

2009-07-04T22:01:00.000-07:00

[5th day of July, time really fly fast.]

5th of July. Can you believe this? Who knew it could be so fast. 16 years in this world. Sometimes, life is just so unpredictable. Not gonna tell you what Jann told me last night. But i think im gonna try. And this is the 1st day. No major changes tho.

P/s: Its not you think it is. ><

Anyway, the point of me blogging now is... Why? Er, never really thought of it. I just got a feeling to go online and blog. Thats all. Oh, and to play my guitar. Haha. I saw Jann's blog and realise how long is it that i never took a picture of my guitar. Haha. Anyway, yeah, Rika told me she wana cosplay bout Kingdom Hearts next year. Haha. Go go girl. XD Haha. I wonder who she cosplay as? Axel? Couldn't be. @@ Back to the topic. Im so boring right now. Couldn't sms you. And very very bored without you. Even miss your voice sometimes.

Updated my guitar picture. Here it is.....

Sorry if its all in black and white. I like it somehow. Anyway, till here.

P/s: I still miss your voice today.

On List:// Northern Downpour - Panic At the Disco

2009/07/04 (8.41p.m.)

2009-07-04T05:40:00.000-07:00

[Another boring Saturday without you]

Hey guys. So boring out here. Don't know what to do. >< So lazy to blog also. But since its boring i should just blog. Anyway, lets start with this morning. Woke up at 9 something, my mum woke me up with a blast. Haha. So, woke up. Clean the beds. Then bath. Then go down cause mum ask me to eat oatmeal (gonna go down anyway. ><) After that sms some msg. Then wait for my parents to send me to my guitar lesson with Clem! :D Its fun tho. Learning back from him. My teacher and friend since 4 years ago. :] He's a great teacher. Have his own shop at ss2. Ugly outside. Cool in the inside. XD Its real big actually. I mean real BIG. Haha. His room is soundproof which was very cool. Played some solo with him. (He teach me some new tricks with my finger and palm. :D) After that, my parents came up to pay the fees. Before that, he have some fck up customers. Lols. Sorry if offended. I met his friend Melvin and another guy, can't get his name tho. >< Sorry! Heard he's a rockstar. Haha. After that we went to have brunch. Then went home.....

Online from don't know what time to 6. From 4 to 6 was praticing my guitar. Sien. Thats why. Couldn't sms you. Haiz. Very sien. Bored without you. T___T

Till here.

On List:// Northern Downpour - Panic At The Disco
Maybe - Secondhand Serenade

2009/07/02

2009-07-01T22:56:00.000-07:00

[Still lost, somewhere, somehow. =/]

2nd of July d. Time really past very very fast. Once you taught of about it, next thing you know, its there. But i really hope its that simple. Anyway, before that, let me introduce my BestFriend Jann to you. :D She tried cheering me up. And she's happy d! Great job girl. Sooooo, that only leave me and Sara emo-ing. *Gonna beat Sara* XD Anyway, i still remember the King Kong butthole story lar Jan! You told me! :D Haha. How can i forget an awesome story like that?! XD Haha.

Back to topic. Today, school's abit better? Well, from the Morning, it started raining, and i love rain. I don't know why. It just made me feel that im alive somehow. Haha. Then no Pj. So go canteen talk to Jenn and Tse Inn. Laugh. Talk to Ben. Then Jen take umbrella, and we were like stuffing inside it. XD Haha. After that, go back class. Then i change my cloths. Thought no Pj. But mana tau got! == Stupid man. We did pumping and bla bla bla. But i random put some. :P Haha. Then no Bm. Talk, laugh, do History h/w. Then B.I. The teacher was like damn soft. I don't even know what she babbling about. == Then i like writing with colour pen, so teacher ask, you like writing with colour pen arh? I was like yeah, can't arh? Then she say, just don't use red can d. I said okay~~~ XD Haha. Weird teacher. After that rehat. Ate Nasi Goreng Telur, hoping to find "you". But sadly didn't. Eat d go dataran. Chat with G.A. then with Rika and Sara. Go back class. Sien. Its sivik. Got presentation about some religion stuff. So okay. Lets do it. After that, we present. And got some fck up question. I was like "shit! Kantoi". == I think its my fault mostly. Sorry gang~~ Oh yeah! I have a blue and red marker. Then i go like "e or e or". XD

Me: E or e or e or....
Rika: What you doing?
Me: *Take up marker and put on my head* Pretending to be police car lor. E or e or.... Eh, wait that's ambulance. XD
Rika, Sara, Hashenna and lam: HAHAHAHAHA!
Me: Weeeeeuuuuuu weeeeuuuuuu. Eh, no leh. Thats Bomba!
Rika and the rest: XD HAHAHAHAHA!
Me: Di do di do di do. AH! Police car signal! XD

After awhile....

Me: *take up marker put on my ears* I look like Optimus Prime's brother. XD
Rika: Haha! XD

Yeah. Quite funny lar. Then History, Pn ong. :D My fav teacher. Wanted to help her take things. But she came to Bilik Guru emptied handed. XD She say, "Aiya! I say wait mah. Go back go back... XD" Haha! Yeah, very busy body. But oh well. XD She teachs us about the Bani something. XD Then got home, take bath, end up here.

You might notice me cutting the story short. And yes. Why? Because i damn lazy type now.

P/s: Dying to see you. I think 3 days le never see you. =/

On list:// Gunslinger - Avenged Sevenfold (A7x)

2009/07/01 (8.45p.m)

2009-07-01T05:45:00.000-07:00

[Lets emo together Jannnn...]

Yes Jann... This is the 3rd post about you. XD Not really about you lar. But got your name mah?! XD Haha. Anyway, don't emo lar Jann. I also emo. But trying to smile lar. So please don't emo. If still want to emo, lets emo together. :P

Jann will be asking, Why i did this? Because im too free i guess. XD Haha. No lar. Cause Jann's my best friend. Since Stnrd 5 tau?! :D Consider long lar. Haha. Thats why Jann... Don't emo! I try cheer you up! Remember the 3cm wide King Kong butthole?! XD Haha! Really crack me that time. XD Haha!

And reason why i so late post this. Is because, i just remember it when i was at tuition. ==

P/s: Sara lets emo with me and Jann too. XD
P/p/s: Still thinking...
P/p/p/s: Jann i tell you what i thinking when you online.
P/p/p/p/s: *sigh*

On List:// Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold (A7x)

2009/07/01

2009-06-30T23:38:00.000-07:00

[Lost with thinking bout.... Well, you guys know.]

Wth! Its July already?! Time sure fly past real fast when you are thinking. >< Anyway, quite emo this few days. Except yesterday night when i go Art Class and Kelvin, Wei Song and me made fun of Diciplin teacher and made them into Dota Heros. And there is this... And.... O____O Ahem. Its top secret actually. >< Anyway! Back to today. Emo. Yes. Lam, Kim, Sara gave me hell lots of advice today. Including Joshua. They tell me this and that. And i was like thinking. Then Kim like say all this advice making me nervous. *sigh* I don't know actually. But they say.... You guys know what you say. Ask me to choose i mean. >< But i still have my doubts you see. Think im gonna go with Lam's idea. *sigh* Stress-nya!

Well, today's school was so fck up boring. >< Teacher never came and and boring too. But we laugh. Quite a few times actually. In the end of class, which was Maths, Jia jie brought his Baby Crystal which was kinda like a crystal except it can grow, mutliple and its so fcking cute! XD Ahem... Yeah. Then i was like took hold of this crystal and show it to Rika and Sara. Then Rika was like Damn CUTE! XD Then I was like YEAH! XD I was playing with it, then suddenly i accidentaly, "killed" it. >< Then Rika started calling me "murderer". XD She say she wana call me that forever. XD Hope she forgets. *shhhhh* XD

Till here now. Don't know what to write d. Chau.

P/s: Still thinking. =/

On List:// Colour Sky Days - Some Japanese Band. ><

2009/06/29 (9.52p.m)

2009-06-29T05:53:00.000-07:00

[Animanga.... Manga... Ga Ga Ga... KI KI KI!!!!! XD]

Yes! Animangaki rocks my world yesterday! XD It rocks man! The bands, the food, the deco... Awesome man! But still sad i can't go out with "you". T___T But anyway, i was damn hyper yesterday! And it was super awesome! :D I pitty those who didn't went. Better luck next time. Haha. Anyway, Rika was there too. And so was SN. I ingat Rika was cosplaying. Cause she look like she is. XD She look super cute with that outfit. XD (Don't kill me rika.. XD) Yeah. And when i was taking picture. She like trying to avoid the camera. XD Haha. Tsk Tsk. I couldn't get a nice 1. But don't worry i got better luck when she cosplay as Hinamori! XD Hopefully la. XD Haha. And Sara, you miss the fun and the Suushi And the Donut, and the screaming. XD Enought said. Posting up some pictures. ;D

-My idola! XD Hybrid! You rock! :D-

Will upload more tomorrow! Bye guys! :D

P/s: Sorry rika it took so long. :p
P/p/s: The picture is down to up. XD Sorry. Correct it tomorrow. :D

On List: Maybe - Secondhand Serenade

2009/06/24 (8.48p.m)

2009-06-24T05:48:00.000-07:00

[Rika don't angry! Whack that person nia! XD]

Lols! One word! "WHACK!" XD haha. Someone just pissed Rika off like hell, and its been bugging me too. Lols. Seriously man. Get a life. You like a maggot living on a toilet bowl. Get off the toilet bowl and drown yourself to death lar. So can reborn become better person. Lols. Sacsarm. XD Anyway, Rika don't angry lar. Lets go GYM, can whack dummies there. Lols. Won't break. I tried. Belive me. I tried today afternoon. XD

On List:// Betrayed - Avenged Sevenfold (ADDICTED!)

2009/06/24 (3.43p.m.)

2009-06-24T00:42:00.000-07:00

[Kinda sad right now...]

But anyways... Here's the song to Swea Ching if she's reading... XD Well, practising this song too. For upcoming performance.

TONGUE TIED

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
(Was it something I did?)
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

2009/06/24

2009-06-23T23:47:00.000-07:00

[Just hope whatever i think and heard and been advice is not true...]

2009/06/21

2009-06-21T05:06:00.000-07:00

[Father's day and TQG day! Welcome back dudes! Especially SC! XD Tired tho... But fun! :D]

Haha. Today's father's day. Yes. Father's day not mother's day or your birthday... but if its your birthday then HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! XD Anyway, today woke up at 8 to get ready to go for TQG session. I reach there around 9++ but i didn't see anyone. Like im the only punctual 1. == Then saw Bryan, came early because of his sis. == Soooo, doesn't count, sorry dude. After awhile, saw WP and Pei Kai and Jia Shou. We did some really weird stuff. XD LOLS! And then we sat down and started working on the father day's card. I was god-damned lazy to do it. >< Then come's SWEA CHING! XD Haven't seen her for like few months! XD Miss you girl! :D Haha. Anyway, back to the point, we were like drawing then went up. WP leaded the puja session which was good. Then we started off with introduction, me and Jia Shou manage to escape cause we went and print some stuff. XD Haha.

After that, we have... Er... What arh??? Damn i forgotten. XD Haha. But i do know we have Hymm Singing. :D Its was okay... For beginner. :D Great job Karu. Then me and JS went and fetch the bloody cheese cake for birthday celebration. Lols. Got trouble lighting up the fire. Not lighter, so JS went down and up again with a candle lit with fire. Lols. Then go wind blow, fire's off, again we did it. Failed many many times. LOLS! Then decided to bring cake down and lit it, bring back up. XD Lols. I ter-makan part of it, and a small little cherry. XD Haha. Sad. And then we have sharing of merits which was did by me, SC said it was good. ;D WEE! XD Then we eat cakes! XD

Haha. After that we have meeting till 2. Planing for next week and this and that. Haha. Me and SC was like exchanging smilys. XD Haha. She drew my knee. XD Haha. Which was quite big. XD Haha. And she stills have that habit of poking me. XD But she didn't poke me alot tho. *Phew* XD Haha. Sc claims she's sweet. XD I was hungry and she say "eat me lar, im sweet" XD After meeting finish which was quite stress, and i was tired and hungry, we went down. And WP say he's hungry and wants me to feed him. OMG! XD Then Sc say it again. "eat me lar, im sweet." XD Then Wp say he is sour, im bitter. XD LOLS! So hungry people, don't ever eat me. XD Haha.

Came home and eat and slept. Was very tired. My mum say i slept like a baby. Haha. Wanted to cook for my dad, but my mum say she take it for me. So okay lar. I whish my dad at 5 or so. At morning he was like, "why my son never wish me arh??? he forgot arh? XD" SURPRISE! :D haha. I gave him a card i made and a present and when he read it, he gave a hug and say it was touching and gonna put it in his office. OH NO! XD It was quite suck tho. Can do better. My sis ruin it. == Anyway, dinner was nice, but i was tired so it doesn't really matter. Haha. Sad man. Then im here blogging my way till HERE.

Haha. Till here then.

Bye SC! XD

P/s: Takda credit, can't sms you and ah girl... XD

On List:// Tongue Tied - Faber Drive (I know you like it) XD

2009/06/20

2009-06-20T06:04:00.000-07:00

[Recording... Hardwork, commitmen, lots of static, tired, but in the end, it's all worth it. :]

Today, been to Rika's house, well, we practise at first. And its very good. After so long. There are progresses. :] Rika was AWESOME! Haha. Yeah. She is. Then Dwayne helped us. And he say we have to use the "tick-tock-tick-tock" thingy. XD And Rika was like complaining. XD Haha. But it was fun. Pui Mun was there too. Her guitar skils are good. But still can better. After sara came, we started recording. Cause no fun without Sara! :D Haha. So Dwayne recorded Rika's part first and it took several hours. XD Haha. We want the perfect 1 you see. :D Then its my turn. Haha. It was nervous at first cause like, you don't want to play the wrong chord you see. XD But it went well. Then.... comes the horrible part. XD Haha. We couldn't get the right cords. XD Then after few sorting out. Ta-Da! Its done. We took lots of hours to finish it. Haha. I was tired, thirsty and hot. And i have lots of static, Oh yeah, i shock Sara too. XD Haha. After that, Dwayne did some sorting out. Then OKAY! Its ready to be release! :D Yes! I was like damn happy! XD Haha. But soon after that i went home. :D Tired but worth it. I have like neck ache. XD

Okay, back to morning. :D Woke up at 9.00 and bath and clean beds, and eat. Haha. After that got major stomachache. >< Then after im "done" XD we went to send my sis go tuition and me going my guitar lesson with my ex-teacher and best guitarist friend. :D My si-fu! XD Haha. Got trouble finding his shop at 1st. But manage to. XD Haha. Outside it looks old and dirty. But inside, FUYOH! Damn big! XD Got many many rooms. XD Got recording room too. :D Very nice. Im his old student since form 1 and his first student. ;D He damn fcking happy to see me again. Haha. Glad i have this teacher too. :D He's the one who trained me up like today. :D Haha. THANKS CLEM! :D

After that me and my parents to eat breakfast. I order teh ais and wan tan mee. My parents, don't ask, i don't know what junk they eating. XD Haha. But its nice lar. My parents claim its not nice. XD Haha. SAD! XD Then went back home from ss2. Talk alot. Bout girls and cars and houses. XD Haha. While eating we met my dad's ex-lover! LOLS! My mum say she damn lan ci de and like my dad alot. XD Till now also! XD The daugther have the exect same look as her. O_____O LOLS! My mum say she very ugly last time. XD Haha. And claim my dad last time alot girls like him but choose my mum at last. XD Lucky! I have a pretty mum and great super-mum! :D If not, i don't think i can inherit all her skills. :D Thanks mum! :D

Then reach home, eat again, XD, then watch tv, fetch my sis, buy happy F.Day's present, then go Rika's house. :D Then start from the top. XD Haha. But it was fun tho. Came home like now, bath, and what we ate??? GRILL MEATS! And my dad did it! Chef.Tay! XD Haha. My dad's a great cook. Haha. he have many secret recipes that he doesn't want me to know till im older. XD Haha. So bad man. but i will learn it! XD

So im here blogging for all. Till here then. XD Hand tired le. XD Anyway, if you want the haru haru recording, can ask me to sent. Credits to Erika, DWAYNE, and me. XD Haha. :D

Whats your presentation for tomorrow, Happy father's day. :]

On List:// Secret Valentine (acoustic) - We The Kings
Haru Haru - Covered by Erika and Niwi (me) XD and thanks to dwayne a bunch! :D

2009/06/19

2009-06-19T05:49:00.000-07:00

[Rika's sad!!!!!!! Wait no.. EMO!]

C'mon girl.... Why emo when you can be EMO????

E - Exciting
M - Mood
O - Okay???

XD haha!
Don't lar emo... Where's that strong girl i use to know???? Not strong pysically, mentally lar. XD Haha... Anyway my point is, where's that motto i told you????

The past is the past, always smile without hesitating and regrets, give a heavy breath and move forward....

I always look towards the sky and smile, and it felt good. :D

Cheer up lar rika... Not nice seeing you emo... SMILE! C'mon! Give me your big smile, bigger than mine! :D

P/s: Still waiting for ah girl's reply... XD (this is not for rika) XD

On List:// Move Along - All American Rejects
Haru Haru - Big Bang (i know your fav rika! XD)

2009/06/19

2009-06-19T00:40:00.000-07:00

[Emo day for others, not me and Joshua. XD]

Yes, as you know everyone every emo today. Not sure why. Lam lam emo, Erika sleepy so she emo. XD Sara bit emo also (tak tau whats her problem. XD), and Brenda also. Aiya don't know why lar. But manage to cheer up Rika and Sara and Lam abit lar. XD Me and Joshua very very hyper today. XD We talked bout the "Tin Launcher Gun" XD Where go war no need kill people, if the opponent got hit then out le, 1st to take out everyone or surrender, wins! XD Like that no blood is scattered. :D Great idea huh?! XD Then we make fun bout the "Tin Launcher Gun". XD Oh! How we started it? I was playing with the manilla card and suddenly i got the idea! XD Out of nowhere! XD LOLS!

Then we went to Ict and played CS! For god-sake, can teacher stop walking arh? == We can't even play properly. Aiya, Joshua killed 32 and i kill 22... 10 kills diff. XD He's a pro, and my skill is rusting. XD haha. After that, we went to rehat. But i didn't eat tho. Diet. XD Haha. Talk to Jennn awhile and Chor heng. Haha. Stupid fellow 1st thing ask is why my chest so big de? == LAMER! XD Haha.

Then the same time i saw "AH GIRL!" XD! Haha! So happy leh! I never get to see eher everyday de. Sad. T___T But see her today very good le. :D Haha. But regret lar should sit near the stairs so can wave and smile big for her. XD Haha. I realise she quite down this few days. I hope she's okay. =/ Very worried now i talk bout it. >< Hope's she's okay lar. Now i still waiting for her reply. =/

AH GIRL! YOU OKAY MAH????? ><

After that got maths and this folio we have to do. SO i forgotten to bring, then i told teacher then teacher said "I have higher expectation for you Iwin, cause you a good boy" XD haha. Sorry lar teacher. Next time i bring. XD Haha. Then got E.A. Damn sien. But i copy stuff teacher asked us to copy. Okay lar. Kill time and its colourful cause i use multi-colour pen. XD Haha. Teacher say very nice but exam don't use. XD Haha. Then Mc keep disturbing me (in a funny way lar) XD haha. Then he keep complaining hot. LOLS! XD

After that went home. Take bath. Sms ah girl. Watch MythBusters. Eat. Go out. Fetch friends go school. Then come back. Eat again. Then sent some e-mail and im here sitting down, blogging and listening to "Blinded in Chains" By Avenged Sevenfold (My fave band) which is finishing! And FINISH! XD Now is "Burn you Down" by same band. XD

Haha. Till here bah. :D

Bye ah girl! XD (hope's she's reading. XD)

On List:// Burn You Down - Avenged Sevenfold (A7x)

2009/06/18

2009-06-17T23:43:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Janessa The Random Girl XD

1. The person who tagged you is :

My random friend Jann... XD

2. Your relationship with him/her is :
Long lost friend since strnd 5... XD

3. Your first impression of him/her is:
Random! XD (now) last time.... Don't really remember... XD

4. The most memorable moments with he/she is:
I have no idea. Wait wait! I know! Making me laugh till i fell from my chair... XD

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
3cm wide King Kong's asshole.. XD LOLS!

6. If he/she becomes your lover
May god bless me... XD

7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that:
Never stop scolding people Pi-Gu-Dong. XD

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do:
We fight till the end... XD

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Hmmmm.... Maybe im just lamer than her... XD

10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is:
Hmmmm... Go to her house and say "Hi Jannn" XD

11. Your overall impression on him/her is:
O______O isn't it obvious? XD Haha... No seriously...

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
Im very very loud in voice... XD

14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
Hehehe... I think Jann knows this.. XD

15. For people who care and love you, say something to them:
Saya cinta kamu!
Aishiteru!
Sarangheayo!
I love yo!
Wo ai ni! XD

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:

1. Erika
2. Sara
3. Brenda
4. Cay yeng
5. Janessa
6. Yong Zhen :D
7. Lam Lam
8. Hajar
9. Joshua
10. Ryan

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with?
Hmmmm... I think not... :D

18. Is 9 a male or a female?
Joshua... What you think? XD

19. What is 2 studying at the moment?
Sara - Maths genius... XD

20. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
6 & 5

21. What kind of music does 8 like?
SlipKnot! XD

22. Does 1 have any siblings?
Of course... 2 somemore... XD

23. Is 4 single?
Cay yeng??? NO! XD

24. What is the surname of 5?
I have no idea.... XD

25. What's the hobby of 3?
Sleeping.. XD

26. Do 7 and 9 get along well?
Er... never saw them talk before lar... XD

27. Where is 10 studying at?
SMKUSJ12... XD

28. Say something casual about your eyes:
My eyes??? 1 big 1 small... XD

29. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
NO WAY MAN! XD

30. Where does 9 live?
Shah Alam??? XD

31. What colour does 4 like?
Pink.. I guess... O___O

32. Are 5 and 1 good friends?
They never even met... XD

33. Does 2 like 7?
As friend... yes... XD

34. How did you get to know 8?
Knew her since stnrd 5... XD

35. Does 3 have any pets?
Er... Maybe? XD

36. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
She's small... not sexy.. Cute yes... Sexy no.. XD

37. Are you sexy?
Me??? Are you joking? XD

38. What am I doing now?
What you think.... ==

I'm tagging the following ;

1 . Erika! XD
2. Sara!
3. Brenda!
4. Cay Yeng! XD
5. Ryan! XD
6. -
7. -
8. -
9. -
10. -

2009/06/17

2009-06-17T05:44:00.000-07:00

[You okay mah???? =/]

Worried,
Emo,
Sick,
Holy ****,
Half zombie,
Half human,
I think im a freak.....

Right??? Yes?????

2009/06/17

2009-06-17T00:15:00.000-07:00

[OH MY GOD! ARE YOU OKAY?!]

Today, i saw something very very shocking. When i was sitting down facing the stairs, and i was talking to Sarah, i saw ah girl.... :D Then.... *Thud* She fell from the stairs to her knees... OH MY GOD!!!! I was like WTF! With my mouth wide open shape like a "O". Then i was like, wanted to help her stand up, but i just sit down like an idiot. == Damn farking useless! ARGH! And then Florence help her and she like pain while walking. Oh my god. I hope you are okay. Scare the hell out of me. T_______T Hope you okay lor. *sigh* careful bah next time.

Today in school is very boring too. *yawn* When's school's gonna be fun and exciting. Haiz....

Anyway, can anyone help me buy credit???? No??? Yes???? Maybe????

Till here lar. Very emo now.... E.M.O - Exciting Mood Okay? XD Haha. No lar... Really emo now.

Bye~~~

On List:// Blinded In Chains - Avenged Sevenfold

2009/06/16

2009-06-16T00:26:00.000-07:00

[My day sucks because i didn't get to see the one i wanted to see]

Yes. Hello all. And my day SUCKS. Yes. Sucks. Because i neve get to see ah girl for like 2 days? Yesterday can't ven get a good look at ah girl because its early in the morning and its dark. Damn sad. T.T What to do? *sigh*

Somemore today i have a terrible stomach ache in school. == Very very pain. Somemore today get BM results which is 58 after adding both. == Wth. And my sejarah. Don't even wana talk bout it. Conclusion, my day suck like hell! ARGH!

Just hope today art class will be fun abit. ==

And and and! I hope to see ah girl tomorrow! If i don't get to see her, i think i'll go emo. Ben 10's imitation: Going emo... ==

Bye.

On List:// Lie - Big Bang

2009/06/15

2009-06-15T04:56:00.000-07:00

[School re-opened and its farking bored!]

Yes! Farking bored! Bored i tell you! BORED!

Anyway, today school, *yawns*, couldn't wake up till my mother scream. XD Sorry mama. XD Then got bath and eat breakfast. Go school, very very gan-chiong. XD I was finding for you!(ah girl) XD Very very hard to find you le. I was like taking your present and others talking to me, but i was like mumbling *where are you?* XD Haha. Till i went to perhimpunan and gave you.

Real sorry. >< Wanted to say Happy Belated Birthday. But screwed up real badly, i said "haha". >< Really sorry. I guess i too nervous.

And and and, Hope you like Mr.Bunny! :D

Anyway, today's school very bored. Just excited to see ah girl. Other then that. Nahhh. Lols. *Brenda! When wana rap "I know you want me" song?* XD Back to the point, i got 45 for my arts over 50. == Damn farking disappointed. I wanted like 48 or so. But teacher say my butterfly very plain wor.... == Don't know lar. I won't lose next time. And i got 71 for my karangan paper 2. Which was "wow!" XD I got 71 for science, maths, and BM. XD Hopefully get for history also lar. XD Haha.

Cut my hair if some of you didn't notice, wanted to leave fringe. XD Haha. No more mr.badly and spike hair-style. XD Haha. Just hope it could grow much more faster. Lols. But today is okay in class, Other then getting whack by sara and laugh at lam. Its okay lar. But i felt sleepy tho.

Thats it for now lar. I don't know what to type lar. >< Haha.

Bye~~~~

Hope can see ah girl tomorrow! :D

On List:// Strength Of The World - Avenged Sevenfold

2009/06/14

2009-06-13T23:30:00.000-07:00

[Tomorrow is a day i can't wait for]

Yo yo yo. Sup?! Today is Sunday, esok is Monday. School re-opens right? Haha. Right. Tomorrow is a big day for me because i can see! *stares* XD Some of you know lar. I guess.... =/ *rubs chin* Oh well. Anyway, today is blogging for yesterday and today. Lets start with yesterday. Of cause. ==

[Party Disaster. "Hey! Don't touch my guitar!"]

Yes guys. Sorry that didn't post last night as i promise. Was too tired and was busy playing monopoly with my sis. Which i made me bankrupt and went to jailed 6 times. XD Anyway, yesterday's party is a sucess at first. My cousin came and we have a great laughter talking bout school and my future and my cousin sis's future and my cousin's bro future and so on... Ya d Ya la Ya da. Then comes my parents friend that didn't quite so make us happy. Their children and so did their mums played in our house like fcking fools. What? Your grandpa's house is it? They trashed our house. What the fck? Then my aunty like, "er, i think we should go liao" >< Then okay. But they trashed my house! OMG! My mother is obviously very tired d and she have to clean the whole house all over again because it's in real mess. == Damn stupid. And my dad and his friends request me to play guitar. But when i playing they are doing other stuffs. == Damn fcking rude. I was like damn pissed off. ARGH! You don't want listen then don't request i play lar. "Hey! Don't touch my guitar!" >< Slept at 2 almost 3 last night.

Then this morning, guess what? I was the first to woke up. Lols. I watch tv then my mum wake up say sorry woke up late. Very tired. And complain that the whole floor black one. Yesterday take a pile of water clean the floor. Not even half the house yet then black water ady. Kesian my mum. Then today she have to cook somemore. Is ay i cook she say no no. Lols. I felt helpless.

But one thing for sure, no fun without you lar ah girl... Really. =/

Till here then.

On List:// Swing swing - All American Rejects

2009/06/13

2009-06-12T23:49:00.000-07:00

[Party and i cook]

Sup? Today as some you know, my parents are making party. I helped parents cook, bake and stir. Haha. The fried chicken i did was delicious! XD And so is the cake. Haha. Just hope ah girl is here to taste it. :] But oh well. Haha. Really happy last night after emo-ing. Now that i know that she intended to come but well, she can't. And i understand. Well, i wanted her to come really badly, but meeting's more important right? And we can plan to yam-cha next time. :] Really LOOKING FORWARD to it. Haha.

I'll update later at night i guess. Gotta help my mum cook and got a hair-saloon appoiment. Change my hairstyle. Lols. After so long of baldness! Haha. XD

School's coming btw, can't wait to see ah girl again! :D

On list:// Your call - Secondhand Serenade

2009/06/12

2009-06-12T05:01:00.000-07:00

[Wish cast into the sky, and i'm moving on]

Heys humans. Quite emo now, its 8.02p.m now. Well, let me start with this morning then. Woke up at 9.00 as usuall, no eletricity for a few minutes, so decided to wake up. I took bath, clean up all the beds. Then go downstair. one thing, got nagg straight away in the face. Early in the morning. Then don't care, play guitar. Dad called to eat. Then eat. Mother very busy and was in a bad bad mood. Maybe tired. Got nagg many many times by my dad and my mum, and my dad AND mum in the same time. After that, got a call from Joshua saying coming earlier, cause today got project to do with them, (josh, sara, rika and lam). But he came 3 hours earlier. >< So we did some stuff like waiting for the cs to copy finish. Took 1++ hour. Copy some wallpapers. Did some mumbo-jumbo stuff. Then went down and eat and drink coffee with him, waited for the rest, watch Ah Long PTE. I explain everything to him. == Since he don't understand chinese. ==

After waited for 2 hours ++, lam was the 1st to come, then sara then rika. Was struggling to do the project at first. But we sort it out and completed everything right that instance. Im gonna do the presentation too. Since i have the loudest voice. Haha. And then when finish, all went home, last rika again. XD Haha. But we played a bit of BlackJack lar. She win me lots of times. Oh, and did i mention Joshua made me laugh alot before and after they came. XD LOLS! I laugh till cried. Haha.

After that, they went home, played guitar, watch Tv, help mum and dad prepare party for tomorrow. Help bake cake. Im good. Haha. Then it comes to the emo part. Well, i ask "Someone" in particular to come to this party. But you see, once again, got turn down. She have Youth Meeting to attend. And i know its important. But i really hope you are here tho. =/ So i ask how you go. Then she said, fly, ah girl's airline. :] Haha. She made me laugh there. Haha. Well, fly safely ah girl. :D

Till here then, got dinner to eat. Later.

On List:// Wish you were here - Compose by me. Lols.

2009/06/11 (9.07p.m)

2009-06-11T06:05:00.000-07:00

[Just so happy... ;]

Schools reopening as you guys know... And of course. XD Other than getting my exam papers, im happy to be back at school. :] Some of you knows the reason of course. :D Haha. Well, gotta enjoy this few days of holiday. Which was boring of course. Lols. Didn't know what to do. Damn f-ing sien. Well, wish me luck with getting through this few days. Haha.

Bye.

On List:// Swing Swing - All American Rejects (Addicted to it) :D

2009/06/11 (12.09p.m)

2009-06-10T21:06:00.000-07:00

2009/06/11

2009-06-10T20:58:00.000-07:00

[Another boring boring day.... without you of course. :]

Yeah, boring day. Nothing to do, nothing to watch, nothing to play, nothing to read. Name more for me can? Lols. Well, i miss you so much much. Freaking much man! T______T Still few days only can see you. And i didn't sms you for 2 days. But its okay. Enjoy yourself bah. :]

Anyway, i'll be posting some video's later. So check it out. Its god-damned funny. I watched last night, cause i just have a, like a strike! Of thinking of watching that show. Lols. So, check it out peeps!

Sien-ness or is it boring-ness? Hmmmm....

On List:// Swing swing - All american Rejects

2009/06/10 (3.55p.m.)

2009-06-10T00:51:00.000-07:00

[Talk You Down]

I can feel the colour running
As it's fading from my face
Try to speak but nothings coming
Nothing I could say that'll make you stay
Grabbed your suitcase called a taxi
It's 3am now where you gonna go?
Gonna stay with friends in London
And that's all I get to know

Just a cigarette gone
No you couldn't' be that far
So I'm driving in my car where I hope you are
Maybe I can talk you down
Maybe I can talk you down

We're standing on a tiny ledge
Before this goes over the edge
Gonna use my heart and not my head
and try to open up your eyes
This is relationship suicide

Cos if you go, I go...

Taking shortcuts through the alleys
While your racing through my mind
Cops can chase but they wont catch me
Not before I get to speak my mind
If there's still time

Just a cigarette gone
No you couldn't be that far
So I'm driving in my car where I hope you are
Maybe I can talk you down
Maybe I can talk you down

We're standing on a tiny ledge
Before this goes over the edge
Gonna use my heart and not my head
and try to open up your eyes
This is Relationship suicide

Cos if you go, I go...
Cos if you go, I go...
Cos if you go, I go...
Cos if you go, I go...

We're standing on a tiny ledge
Before this goes over the edge
Gonna use my heart and not my head

Just a cigarette gone
No you couldn't be that far
So I'm driving in my car where I hope you are
Maybe I can talk you down
Maybe I can turn around

We're standing on a tiny ledge
Before this goes over the edge
Gonna use my heart and not my head
and try to open up your eyes
This is Relationship suicide

Cos if you go, I go...
Cos if you go, I go...
Cos if you go, I go...
Cos if you go, I go...

.............................

2009/06/10

2009-06-09T23:41:00.000-07:00

[Another bored day without you....]

Yo supppp. As usual, woke up at 9.00 this morning with a Hard Rock alarm song. Haha. It works btw. Woke me up. Other then some stupid alarm sound. Couldn't work. == Anyway, sorry i didn't post last 2 days. Is it? O______O i guess so. The point is, im blogging today and it ain't no dead no more. Haha. XD

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2009/06/09 (flashback.... Zoom!)

[Uno, poker, monopoly, scrabble, and Ps2]

Been to Erika's house right after my rehearsal. :D Sara's been there since 8.30 and still playing monopoly till 11.45! OMG! And belive me, the sight of the monopoly isn't nice. XD Sara was owe-ing Erika money like.... 129,500++ XD And sara's almost bankrupt. (face it sara, you are BROKE) XD. Erika on the other hand, was like freaking rich! She got alot and alot of 1000 and 5000! XD She's rich enough to put sara to jail. XD haha... After that we went eating. Well, not me i suppose its sara and erika that ate, and they are trying to make me drool. XD We have our laughter and fun. After that we went up. And were like asking. What to do now?! Erika was like a 6 year old kid. XD And she was hugging the bear and making the bear sit on me. XD And sara did that too. Hitting my head. lols. Its fun thought. Then after that, we played uno stack! XD I made it drop 2 times and erika once and sara none. >< (Update video later). Then we made domino too! XD (update later too) After that we went downstairs and played ps2. Dirge of ceberus. Not my game. XD Keep losing. After that played Bleach, got owned by erika. Burnout, got own by erika and i beat sara.. 2 times. XD Haha. She keep crashing (remind me never to sit in sara's car ever again.) XD After that we played poker. Turtle, blackljack and the stacking stacking thing... Don't know the name. :p Erika kept on wining me! ARGH! I lose many many times. XD Haha. Erika's a pro... LOLS! After that went home at 6.50 then went somewhere else (secret)

Then it comes to today. Well. don't know whats gonna happen today. So i post at night.

Bye humans!

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Oh before i forgot! When me and erika was playing scrabble... We have a tough time thinking fo words. Then i keep on putting words like "OR", "TO" and so on. And Rika was like WTH! I form words you put letter. XD Then she keep on asking like "Is pixie a word?" Is santa a word? XD LOLS! Santa is a word but not pixie... Lols!

Chau! XD Or is it Chow?
Okay lar... Sayonara....

2009/06/08

2009-06-08T06:34:00.000-07:00

*drum rolls*

A Da-Pi-Gu-Dong Productions,

Starring Janessa,

A post directed by Iwin Valentine Tay,

I, i meant we, but i did most... XD,

Proudly presents!

*drum rolls harder, faster, stronger, better, you name it.* XD

MY 60TH POST AND A POST DEDICATED TO JANESSA!

claps hand... XD

[My friend Janessa]

Today, im gonna write bout a story of my... Oh what-the-fck am i writting?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
*scribbles*

Sup?! Haha. My dear long lost friend Jann~~~~~ Many ways to describe her... Well... Be proud Jann. XD

But first, this is how she look like. :D

She looks way prettier with specs... :D
Haha.

.A good, caring, funny, wacky, lamest, weirdest, friend i ever met. XD
.Knew her since stnrd 5 but lost contact until now. (you do the maths)
.I remembered the last time calling her was stnrd 6 then never called le. XD (i don't think she remembers)
.Like's to scold people Da-Pi-Gu-Dong! XD
.Currently at Genting right now.
.Never failed to crack me up.
.Claims King kong asshole is 3cm wide. XD LOLS! (i almost fell down my chair when i read this)
.A amazing girl.
.A friend must have.
.Very noisy.
.Sometimes very emotional.
.Like's to make me say things like, "Janessa is the prettiest girl ever." XD (not) XD
.Like's to drink.. I guess... =/
.Afraid of dark.
.Would scream out loud.
.Laughs when teacher scolds her.
.Would like to meet me up.
.Called me Iwinchu.
.Wackiest and lamest girl ever.
.Very very very very good friend. :]
.And as much i hate to admit it, and i know she make me say it, XD Janessa, you are very pretty. XD LOLS! XD I think... XD Nyahahahaha! XD

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2009/06/08

2009-06-07T20:19:00.000-07:00

[Monday is sick and boring]

Good morning sunshine and what a horrible day to began with...

I woke up every morning,
With a big smile on my face,
And i never get sad again,

But looks like it didn't work. :P

Haha. I woke up 9.00 this morning, heart full with regret. Well, i did something horrible last night, and god knows, i felt very guilty. And i was in air-conditioner place, i swaeting like hell. So i decided to sleep at 11.00 or 12.00. >< So today woke up, took bath, brush my teeth, pee, drink water, eat breakfast and watch tv. And my heart is very very uneasy. Until i came online and well... Someone sms me and said its okay. Hehe! And then my heart abit better le. But still bit guilty lar.

Heading on, tomorrow have rehearsal and after that going to Erika house, new chore by her. "Find my missing piece of puzzle mission". Find it or suffer the consequences. XD Haha. Yeah! I'll find it. But im gonna need plenty of waters. I mean like, alot! Haha. I didn't know whats happening today. So i'll just write till here then.

And Jannn! Thanks... :] You never once fail to cheer me up. And wait for my post. XD

Bye!

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2009/06/07 (5.17p.m.)

2009-06-07T02:17:00.000-07:00

One more thing....

Rika... If you read this... Sorry bout your missing piece of puzzle... I'll help you find on Tuesday. Even if it takes to ransack the house... I'll do it... XD Haha... And i wana try vincent so badly... T_______T haha....

Hope's puzzle's done...

2009/06/07

2009-06-07T01:58:00.000-07:00

[Woah! Thanks guys... XD Especially Jannn, Cay Yeng and Bren... Trying to cheer me up... So did YZ.... :D)

Thank you so much guys... How can i thank you more enough? :D Well... Jannn was busy so she can't really cheer me much.... But she's trying to... XD Miss.Cay Yeng A.K.A Leng lui, trying to make me happy. XD Brenda A.K.A Dr.Hot Brenda... (SO SHE CLAIMS... XD) And YZ made me laugh hell alot too... (I laugh at a restorant so loud that people are looking at me and my cousin's are like staring at me with the "what-the-fck-you-doing?-you-making-us-embrassed-now-sit-shut-up-and-eat-your-crab" look. XD LOLS! Sorry lar... Haha....

Since i didn't blog yesterday, i'll now....

[Crab disaster]

Yesterday, went seremban just to eat crab.... Went we got there, we were like, Holy shit! So many people! But we got a table that says reserve. XD But don't ask me how, we just got it. XD Haha. The crab was nice, but suddenly... I have stomach-ache... ><
YZ say i pregant. I told her hell no! She said nothing's impossible. XD LOLS! Thats the time i laugh like hell. XD Well... thats it... Nothing really happen yesterday except i meditated for a few hours... More like 5 hours... >< Its fun... XD

[Today, N.A.T.M.2 which also stands for Night at the museum 2]

Nice movie! Much watch! XD Very very funny. I love the small guy... What's his name? Jedidiah and Octavious! XD LOLS! Funny fellows... XD Haha... Well... Lazy blog le...

Till here bah.

Bye...

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